library of lensa or talking to god in her own bedroom
session notes / @paladinbaby / are you satisfied, marina / @vixvigil / @paladinbaby / if i believe you, the 1975 / session notes / you asked for this, halsey / iris murdoch / edvard munch
[Image Description: ten images of text.
1: Messy cursive on notepaper “i hope this shows you some context you wouldn’t have had to be introduced to the library but the stakes are so high even if i don’t want to ruin your life its what i have to do bc my hands are tied as a god”
2: ‘like fundamentally I do think nettle is a good person but I think she wants to be convinced otherwise
she wants someone to talk her into chaos so that she doesn’t have the responsibility on her shoulders"
3: “Are you satisfied with an average life? / Do I need to lie to make my way in life?
High achiever, don’t you see? / Baby, nothing comes for free / They say I’m a control freak"
4: “tired of being brave about things i will now be openly pathetic”
5: “i don’t think i want to talk to you right now.”
6: “And if I believe you / Will that make it stop? / If I told you I need you / Is that what you want? / And I’m broken and bleeding / And begging for help”
7: A handwritten note on lined paper. “to lensa
lensa, i cant talk to you as a god so i’m gonna talk to you like a friend or a colleague. you let us down”
8: “I want to ruin all my plans / I want a fist around my throat / I want to cry so hard I choke / But I want everything I asked for”
9: “He had to stay cool, to stay cold, so as not to expect too much, not to expect anything, not to imagine the future at all.
-Iris Murdoch, from the Book and the Brotherhood”
10: “”From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them, and that is eternity.” -Edvard Munch
Tags: death, eternity” End ID.]