Me, looking at the 5th sink full of dirty dishes in 2 days that i brought entirely upon myself by hosting company for the eclipse
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Me, looking at the 5th sink full of dirty dishes in 2 days that i brought entirely upon myself by hosting company for the eclipse
I am now determined as hell to finish this chapter before the weekend.
I GOT THE JOB 🎉🎉🎉
Today was our first day at our rotation at the locked psyche facility and I really got so blessed bc I had so much anxiety about it and I got paired with a nurse who was assigned on just random stuff, but he was so nice and the biggest dude there so I felt safe and got to observe everything first which is ideal for me in social situations bc I always observe so I can read the room then engage.
But it still doesn’t make me want to go back or be a psychiatric nurse. At least I know what to expect now.
I’ve had so much anxiety lately, just in general, and I can feel it in my body even if I’m not thinking it. And I’m sure my meds are taking a lot of edge off. But I can tell my dogs feel it bc they’ve been extra naughty, extra needy and whining a lot and just on edge parking at everything.
I am going to commit several counts of arson (I am severely overstimulated and I want to rip my hair out)
man I hope Yuletide assignments come out before dr who airs tomorrow because I won’t be able to watch it until later, and I gotta stay off like every internet thing till then, and Yuletide will give me something else to be distracted by
Supervisor realised that my bus was waiting outside (+ I'd have to wait another hour for another one) so rushed close so I wouldnt have to sit around
Bless her