#whimsywolf

[kazsspirals]

xeno “am i weird” malfoy and remus “yeah but so what everyone’s weird” lupin

[starkayezer]

Xeno loves Remus's hair. They always have a hand in his hair and is petting him like a cat. He likes to walk up behind Remus while he's sitting on a chair or something and just bury their hands in his hair. Remus used to question it, but after a while, he just got used to the hands on his head. And he even started taking better care of his hair so it would be softer and more pleasant for Phili to touch, it's nobody's business but his own.

[kazsspirals]

THE peak old gay romance i mean cmonnn

they’re both so scraggly

[kazsspirals]

wondermoon but it’s xeno loosing himself to the love he has for remus

wondermoon but it’s remus mourning xeno who’s still alive

wondermoon but it’s xeno burying himself in studies trying to find a way to help remus during the full moons

wondermoon but it’s remus convinced he’s burdening xeno and limiting him

wondermoon but it’s xeno not being able to look remus in the eye because his guilt ways him down

wondermoon but it’s remus wishing he never told xeno

wondermoon but it’s xeno spending his whole life’s study on trying to help the love of his life only for it to strain their relationship

[kazsspirals]

xeno decorating remus’s room full of crystals, plants, flowers, making him things to wear, etc whenever remus is in post full moon/chronic pain flare up because xeno is constantly researching different remedies from different books because he’s so desperate to help his boyfriend

[kazsspirals]

xeno gets horrible migraines, he can barely eat, he gets nauseous, he just locks himself in his room with all the lights off and just sobs until it goes away. he refuses to take and medication because he’s scared it’ll make him to vulnerable.

remus does the best he can. he buys those blackout curtains and installs them for xeno. he makes him different types of teas, writing the ones that help. he keeps alcohol pads stocked at all times. he braids xenos hair and holds it back when the nausea wins, rubbing his back while xeno lays on the floor and sobs. he gives him scalp massages and tellls him welsh fairy tales because he knows it makes xeno smile. he makes soup and other easy to keep down food and encourages him to drink water.

xeno struggles to fall asleep so remus almost always ends up spooning him or laying on his chest. tracing small patterns on his arm

[kazsspirals]

remus lupin with baby lunaaaa

remus lupin crying on the daily because luna looks so much like xeno

remus lupin holding baby luna constantly and getting upset when someone else tries to hold her

remus calling luna his “baban” (baby in welsh) 24/7

luna crying when remus can’t hold her after a full moon because his arms hurt too much

remus with baby luna 😭😭😭

[kazsspirals]

somewhere in a little cottage, remus is laying back on xeno’s chest, smoking a cigarette and reading, occasionally scribbling a message in there for xeno because almost all the books remus reads are gifts from xeno, while xeno is leaning against a tree making a flower crown for him.

when the cigarette is put out, the book read, annotations written, and flower crown made, xeno plays with remus’s hair until he gets tired and falls asleep. xeno readjusts them so he is no longer leaning against the tree, remus subconsciously wiggles closer so xeno is spooning him.

after a few minutes of listening to remus’s soft snores, not the loud obnoxious ones that prove he’s in his dead sleep, xeno is fast asleep, arm loosely wrapped around remus’s waist