Although I love my small amount of friends here in Sydney it sucks having to wait until big events to see the people I'm close with that live out of state or different country. And I hate the fact that the one's interested in similar things as in exploring new and old places aren't around is shite. I do apologise to those here that are close to me for having disappeared for 4 months but honestly I can't take this petty bullshit and drama from some of the people we know. It amazes it while out the minute someone walks away from the group there's always that one or two people that feel the need to talk shit about them. It's like fuck man, that person is meant to be your mate and you do this to them? But the amusing part is confronting that person. The bullshit they put on just to dodge the situation is hilarious yet quite sad. But of course people have said if another behaves like that and you don't like it to fuck them off out of your life.. And that I have done. But due to other friends still being connected with and hanging out with them turns me off from going out half the time which also makes me feel shit. But I'd rather not get into arguments while out over ridiculous things like "this band is better than this band". Anyway, if I choose to move in the next few years I don't want be leaving with horrid memories of here.