#whining below

[sparkingcyborgleduc]

I dunno why I still bother with this account, honestly.  I want to keep going with Leduc, but I find that shipping bullshit has got me really down lately.  Just thinking about the history of that stuff on this account is a bit depressing, and how I pretty much have no chance to ship him with the ones I want to nowadays...

It’s petty and stupid, sure, but I don’t think I’d be as upset about the state of his relationships with others if I didn’t remember that I was once happier with it.

[finnkurtismydrug]

Sigh, I feel down.

No reason why, just do.

Don't know why I'm posting this either as people are just gonna roll their eyes or whatever.

See, this is part of why I wonder why people still put up with me, because I'm as whiny as fuck but I just want to be noticed and have lots of people love me for being awesome or whatever and to just be good enough at things that people actually I don't know, want to share what I can do.

But instead I just sit here and whine because it never happens.

Sigh.