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Just work harder and smarter
i could watch you for hours, you make me curious, you make me think, i miss the feeling of relaxing on your chest as i feel it inhale your vape, i worry my feelings are too big, i worry that my mind is too sad, and i worry that will push you away, but you close the space, everytime.
i tell you honest truths about my life and the things i’ve done. I’ve said, felt and spoken horrible things. But you make me want to be honest. I tell you these horrible truths and spread my legs wide for you to prove that i’m not innocent. Maybe some part of me hopes you’ll see my tainted heart and mind and decide it’s too much. But my goal isn’t for you to fix me or heal me, just see me.
But you won’t let me scare you away, instead you push back with your own horrible truths. And all i can do is accept. All i can do is see you too. I want to be raw for you, vulnerable for you. I want you to rip me open and feast on the fruits of my soul - the rotted and the fresh.
“I don't know what it means anymore, If you mean that much to me.”
I make no sense of these numbers
Counting my love for you
I stay awake and I wonder how I
Could tear away your blues
Oh I know that I'm under and I'll
Never get over you
Every word is like sunder
Every silence leaves a bruise
White Lies - Is my Love enough ?
Natalie Dormer in “White Lies” | s01e05
Jared Harris in White Lies (1997)