you let your boy best friend sukuna take your virginity because you're a #youngho
content: sukuna x fem!reader, lots of smut with a plot, p in v, creampie, squirting, fingering, talk you through it, cunnilingus, not proofread! uhh idk else
part 2
your bbsf!kuna has always had a crush on you, ever since preschool when you were the only girl who wasn't scared of him when he had his temper tantrums. he never admitted his feelings for you though.
he felt you were too good for him — too out of his league. he was rude and too aggressive and you were quiet and meek compared to him. he thought he was kind of a bad influence on you in a way.
he always had girlfriends that he didn't really love because he was bored and he thought you would never want him back (you definitely would). he always got into trouble, always sneaking out or getting into fights. he did damn near everything you could think of.
you've only ever had one boyfriend (sukuna hated him of course), you rarely got into trouble at school, and snuck out only to go to the park. you always wanted to do crazy stuff like him though. you always had the thoughts, but never the actions — up until now.
right now you're sitting on his bed ranting to him about whatever comes to mind. it could be about work, the weather, or really anything, because he's not listening. he's sitting right next to you so he should be able to listen, but he's too focused on your lips, chest, and everything in between.
"kuna? you listening?" you ask, oblivious to how hard he's ogling you right now. he finally focuses on your words and his eyebrows raise. "yeah. go on." he mutters, still barely listening to anything you're talking about.
he scoots a little closer to you, his thigh just slightly rubbing against yours. you finally notice the intensity in his gaze, stopping your rant and looking back into his eyes. "what? why're you looking at me like that?" you ask quietly, moving slightly away from him in confusion.
he moves a palm to his forehead and you hear him curse under his breath. "you just look so damn good." he murmurs, keeping his eyes on you. he doesn't usually say things like that in a serious tone, so your expression changes from slightly confused to surprised. you honestly have no clue what you're feeling right now, but your body leans into his presence unknowingly.
he doesn't know what's coming over him, but he puts a warm hand on your back as he turns his whole body to face you, keeping his eyes on your face as you go from one expression to another. "sukuna what are you-" you pause as he starts talking again.
"tell me to stop.." he whispers, moving his hand to hold your chin. you don't even fully register what he said before his lips are on yours. he kisses you slowly, hesitantly, as if trying not to break you.
you kiss him back with hesitation as well, wanting this for so long, but it feels like things are moving a bit too fast. he pulls back and looks at your face, trying to read your expression.
you pull him back into another kiss, showing a needier side of you by tugging onto his shirt to bring him closer. he sighs and grabs your hip as he pushes you into the bed, losing control.
he runs his tongue over your bottom lip and bites it, kissing you messier, needier, wanting to pull sounds from deep inside you. you moan as his grip on your hip gets tighter, leaving behind any thoughts of doubt in this moment.
you reach your arms up and tangle your fingers in his soft hair, gently pulling at it as you kiss him with more passion. he's a really good kisser, and you know it's because he's kissed way more people compared to you.
that doesn't bother you in this moment though, all you can focus on is how he's kissing you right now.nothing else matters in this point of time. it's just you and him on his bed, finally getting what you've wanted for years.
he pulls back to catch his breath and a string of saliva sits between both of your lips for a moment before breaking. he looks in your eyes for a brief moment but it feels like he looks for hours. he moves his lips down to your neck, nibbling gently and leaving slight hickeys.
sukuna being this gentle definitely isn't like him, but he believes the most you've probably done is an intense makeout session — and even that's pushing it. he stays between your legs as his mouth teases your neck, making your panties embarrassingly wet.
you let out a needy whimper when he stops, wondering what he's going to do next. he moves down so his face is between your legs, and he holds them open as he looks back up at you.
"is this what you want?" he asks, trying to make sure you're actually willing to do this with him.
"yes.." you whisper, slightly embarrassed that he's about to see how wet you already are.
he slowly pulls your shorts down along with your panties, telling you to lift your hips so he can fully get them off. you lift your hips for him, and your shorts end up on the floor.
sukuna groans at the sight of your leaking pussy in front of him, ready to get devoured. he gently runs his tongue along your slit to get a taste of you, making your breath hitch and your whole body shiver. "fuck, you taste even better than i imagined.." he moans, kissing your thighs to get you even needier.
he runs his tongue up your slit again, but rougher this time. he reaches your clit and flattens his tongue, pressing firmly as he rubs your clit in sloppy circles. he squeezes your thighs as your fingers end up in his hair again. he loves the feeling of you tugging at his hair — he gets off on it.
"kuna..oh my god.." you moan, hips stuttering as his tongue continues to rub on your clit. he groans as you slightly push his head down, and his tongue goes back to lapping up your slit while his nose nudges against your clit.
"mmmhhhm.. yes.. keep going, fuck.."
sukuna's having the time of his life eating you out right now. the sound of you moaning his name, the taste of your gushing cunt, it's all almost too much for him. it's everything he ever dreamed of and more.
his mouth sucks on your clit right after he licks another stripe up your slit, and he does that motion over and over until you start to back away because you know the sucking will make you cum too fast. you want this to last at least over a minute.
he gives you open-mouthed kisses on your clit, making your legs gently clasp around his head. you're getting so close to cumming and it hasn't even been five minutes yet. he eats you too good and you can't pull yourself away.
"kuna..gonna cum!!" you whimper, barely getting the words out before you cum on his tongue, slick dripping down your ass and onto the sheets. he licks you again from bottom to top, savoring the taste of you while you shiver from the contact.
he gets up and looks back into your eyes. "not finished yet," he says quietly. "need to make sure you're really ready. i know you're still a virgin. do you think you can handle it?" his raspy voice combined with his tone make your thighs close back together and clench.
"yes.." you mutter, breath hitching as he looks back down at your thighs. "open those legs back up for me." he says, waiting for you to comply. you open your legs slowly and hesitantly, making sukuna bite his lip when he sees your dripping pussy again.
he slides his index finger down your slit, teasing you. your breath shudders and he slides his finger in your cunt. he curls his finger against your sweet spot and you whisper a "fuck.."
the embarrassingly loud squelches of your pussy combined with your soft gasps are like music to his ears. he chuckles and looks up at you as he repeatedly moves and curls his finger inside you.
you pant as he adds his middle finger to the movement, loving the feeling of his fingers curling in your tight walls. "feels good, doesn't it?" he rasps, looking up at you while curling his fingers right on that spot that makes your back arch in desperate need.
"mhmn.." you moan, closing your eyes and biting your lip. "no, use your words. look at me." he grunts, quickening his pace and piercing your soul with his gaze.
"yes.." you gasp, opening your eyes but keeping them half-lidded. "yeah, that's it. you're doing so good for me." he smirks, going a bit faster and making your slightly swollen lips whine his name over and over.
your cunt clenches around his thick fingers, making him groan. "fuck, can't wait to have your pussy clenching around my cock soon." he grunts, picking up the pace a bit more and making your eyes roll back. you're getting so close, but he wants to see your face as you coat his fingers in your juices.
"no, look at me while i make you cum." he says, his fingers almost getting tired as he quickens his speed one last time. you just barely look into his eyes before reaching your second orgasm, your entire body shaking and your skin shivering.
your wetness runs down his wrist, and he smirks at the sight. he brings his fingers to your mouth and you lick them clean, getting a taste of yourself. you wouldn't think you'd do something like that, but sukuna just got you deep into the mood.
now he knows you're ready for his cock, which has been rock-hard since you first kissed him back. he looks away from you as he takes off his sweatpants, then his boxers, revealing his cock you've been wanting for years.
it's thick, long, veiny, tip achingly red, and slightly slippery with precum. it's so big — way bigger than you expected. it's bigger than your forearm. damn, how will you be able to take all of that for your first time? you have so many questions, and sukuna has plenty of answers.
"kuna, i don't think it'll fit.." you say quietly, slight worry showing in your voice. "i'll make it fit." he mutters, leaning down with his cock so close to your pulsing cunt. "you on birth control?" he asks, trying not to push himself into you just yet.
"yeah." you murmur, and as soon as he registers your words, his throbbing tip is teasing at your entrance. he slowly presses himself into you, moving a thumb in your mouth so you can bite down in case it's too much.
you let out a gasp as you look into his eyes. the burning stretch is almost too much to handle, but it hurts so good. your walls aren't used to anything this big, your body doesn't know whether to suck him deeper or push him away.
"you're doing so good baby, just hold on." he says, his teeth biting down on his lip as your pussy takes his cock inch by inch. you feel so good around him, so tight but so ready for him to fill you up.
he gets as deep as he can, breath hitching as you gently bite down on his thumb and grab his wrist. he pauses and makes sure you're okay before he makes slow but deep strokes.
"oh my god, fucckkk.." you mewl, taking as much as you can and loving it. he softly gasps as he thrusts, feeling like he's living a dream. he's curved so he hits your good spot every time he thrusts, making your hips stutter.
his free hand grabs onto your waist like he's trying to ground himself. he pants and gasps as he thrusts; you're gripping him so tight, but you're wet enough to almost fit a fist in you.
he keeps eye contact the entire time while he fucks your tight little hole. "mhm, keep your eyes open for me. you're doing so good.." he pants, moving his thumb from your mouth onto your clit to rub slow circles.
"mmnggh kuna, it's so big! ffuuuckkk.." you groan, your voice cracking slightly when he hits that spot again. when he hears you his stomach drops in the best way. he goes faster, trying to hear more.
you can't keep eye contact anymore and you roll your eyes back so far he can barely see your pupils. "u-uggghh, keep going!" you whimper, digging into the sheets as he goes faster, harder, losing his self-control.
he grins as he watches you lose control under him. "you're making such a mess," he rasps, taking a second to look down at your juices coating his cock and wetting the sheets. "you look so good with your pussy creaming around me."
you're moaning mindlessly now, babbling about how deep he is and how good it feels. you're no longer thinking about how this might ruin your friendship or how he's taking your virginity without being your boyfriend. he's just fucking you too good right now. literally fucking you stupid.
he pulls away so that his tip is almost out and then slams back into your pussy, making your mouth gasp loudly and your thighs shake momentarily. his thumb presses harder on your clit as you arch your back and whimper into your palm.
your eyebrows raise inward and your eyes slightly tear up as you reach your orgasm. you cry out his name as you squirt all over his pelvis. you sit there and catch your breath while he watches you with a grin, proud of himself for making you squirt your first time.
"didn't think you could do that huh?" he says, looking at your fucked-out face. you weakly shake your head no, lifting your dizzy head to look at the mess you just made. you lie back down and sukuna grabs your thigh, lifting your leg up again.
"not done yet.." he mutters, sliding his cock right back into your aching hole. you let out weak whimper, eyes closing for a moment as you adjust to the size again. your cunt sucks him in deeply, making him bite back a moan.
he lowers his body and gets into a plank position, putting his hands on the bed surrounding your head while looking in your half-lidded eyes. he starts to move again and you grab onto his arms, softly gasping as he hits your sensitive spots.
his thrusts go deep and somewhat fast, his heavy balls full of cum slapping against your wet asshole. the room is filled with the sounds of your sobs and his pants, accompanied by your pussy squelching and the bed creaking.
no talking or anything, just moans and eye contact. no thoughts behind anything either, just need — need that's been building for years. you can't think straight right now. you just want to cum on his cock and feel his balls spill cum inside you. nothing else matters.
he's fully inside now, gently hitting your cervix and making your entire body shudder in response to the pain-pleasure mix. his strokes feel so good, but they start getting sloppy. his pants get louder and he quietly asks, "can i cum inside?"
"mhm.. oh shit, sukuna- i'm gonna cum again..!" you sob, squeezing his arms firmly. he keeps eye contact with you as you both cum, bodies shaking and shivering together.
you feel his hot cum coating your walls, and you clench around him repeatedly, making his hand grip onto the sheets. you both take a second to catch your breath. he pulls out with a grunt, watching his cum pour out of your pussy onto the bed.
he looks at you coming down from your orgasm for a moment, then he goes to the bathroom and comes back with a wet rag. he cleans himself off and then cleans you off, being gentle because he knows you might be too sensitive for any rough touch.
"go pee." he mutters, pulling your hand to lift you up. you try to stand up to walk to the bathroom, but you're limping and your legs are shaking uncontrollably. you look at sukuna for help, and he quickly gets up to help you go to the bathroom.
the trip there is pretty silent, with plenty of words unspoken. when he walks to you back to the bed, you sit down as he wipes any mess and puts a towel on the bed. he puts his boxers back on and takes your panties off the floor to put them back on you.
you watch him closely with butterflies in your stomach. seeing him take care of you like this gets you so happy inside, and he doesn't even notice it. he turns off the light and pulls you towards him in the bed, kissing your forehead and wiping your tears from before.
"you hungry? need anything at all?" he asks softly, trying to show he didn't just want to fuck you and leave you thinking he used you.
"no," you whisper, closing your eyes from exhaustion. "thank you."
he doesn't know exactly what you're thanking him for, but he stays silent and continues to hold you. you fall asleep in his arms and he falls asleep soon after you with a smile on his face. you and him finally got what you've wanted for years, but.. how will you handle your friendship now?
