‘ i don’t have much, but i will give you a place to sleep, food, and my love. ’ from seungjae and pls make it soft!!!
SOURCE : a long way goneSTATUS : acceptingTAGGING : @0308trPAIRING : seungjae ft. seunghwa
in the midst of a frenetic periods as his brother juggles between entombing his own yearnings and desideratums in the ground and providing for his younger siblings, seunghwa hankers to avow to the oldest that these furthermore laborious endeavours are most likely futile. never has any of them entreatied for all this fondness and solicitude ; to be succored and coveted unconditionally fills their premature hearts with naught but consolation.
he doesn’t love his older brother solely for the fact that he prepares palatable banquets for them to relish ( or even always manages to catch him hurrying for school as he’s always late to place a sweet bread in his mouth before he departs ), or has been narrating him bedtime recitations when their mother was coughing and moaning herself to hapless somnolence, or the fact that he would arrive to his soccer matches even as he’s just finished work and operated on scarce hours of disquiet slumber. he loves him because whenever perplexed or overawed seungjae’s arms are his sanctuary – he loves him for the man is an emotional charging depot to his perturbed adolescent heart.
and seunghwa has done nothing but bring him furthermore toil.
shamefaced mien is veiled behind strands of hair and countenance clung to the shoulder. it is latescent in the older brother’s fond fondle which is so taut, so adhered, that seunghwa precludes severance. it has been a while ( which nearly felt as a forever ) ever since they last embraced one another and although the teenager must concede that he’s grown out of the habitual endearment he relished to display when he was a mere toddler, now he’s missed his brother so inexorably that he feel as if he is a heedless child once more who holds onto seungjae for solace. and it isn’t far from reality, in fact.
❛ i missed you... ❜
he in fact did held the intent to substantiate to seungjae that he needn’t provide all of those for his mere advent and solicitude is enough to suffice albeit, those locutions are prompted in a susurration into the fabric of the oldest’s shirt as he permits himself to subdue to the mollification of his presence.
❛ sorry for being such a brat recently... ❜