I am such a sucker for death scenes, I mean in series and movies I cry and weep like a child but fanfic death scenes just hit me in a way not much else does.
the adrenaline, the sadness, the utter feeling of despair and pain when a character ou love is dying and they know it and you know it and their loved one knows it but utterly denies it but also accepts it and dreadsa it at the same time.
I love calm, withering death scenes (where for example they´re dying in their sleep or just fading away as their heart gives out and the monitor beeps so loudly it is deafening) but I also DEVOUR dramatic death scenes where the character out of nowhere starts coughing blood or their vitals go crazy and if they are in the hospital they are surrounded by nurses and doctors administering CPR or their loved one/significant other is trying so hard to bring them back, crying while they look at ther face and knowing deep down this is it. I AM THE BIGGEST SUCKER FOR THAT. especially if it is well-written, where memories, trips, conversations, moments are described with nostalgia and love and UUUUGGGHHH i love suffering.
so much so that i wrote a fanfic (yes, shameless self-rec) with exactly that and guess what, I cried like a baby!
anyways I hope I´m not a weirdo, a masochistic one that is and that there are more people like me out there.
-love ya!