So, I was about to go to bed and then i received this text from my bf because he was trying to buy the plane tickets to go to London to see Tay. The thing is that we chose a return ticket that costed 150 euros, which is already quite expensive for us (even more if you think that I'm not going alone, but also with my mother and two of her friends (they're obviously paying for their own tickets but u know what I mean)) Sooooo then my brother started making my life impossible by turning off the wifi and telling me some not very nice things.
I was already really really stressed out but when we thought that it was all over then he told me that it ended up being 30 euros more for each person, so, each one of us has to pay nearly 200 euros. I can't with this rn and I know it will be worth it because i will see Taylor but this kind of things make me feel horrible, even more because I could feel how my bf was 1) really really tired 2) uncomfortable with the situation and 3) i would even say angry (not with me but the circumstances in general u know)
You may think that it's only about money and that but I'm really trying not to feel bad but I just can't, my head hurts so much, i just want to end all of this, seriously. I really appreciate seeing Taylor but this is stressing af and I've been saying to buy the tickets with a lot of timeeeee but yeah we love procastination in this house
We are not rich people idk how it is for you guys but our families are quite humble, i mean we live well but we can't spend so much money like that and i can't make money yet so my mother has to pay everything and i feel really really really bad, srsly
In conclusion, being an international fan suuuucksss and i feel super responsible for all of this stress and all of this money and i feel like shiiiiittt but if it is for @taylorswift i know it's worth it.