I want to work out at home but I live with my boyfriend and his mother is currently living with us and I feel like such a huge beast that im embarrassed to work out at home and have them look at me while I do it . I know they aren't staring at me but I cant help but feel like they are watching every deep breathe or every funny face I make on the way back up. I just want to be free of my own anxiety to get this shit done with no worries about if someone is staring at my fat ass.












