#whyileave

[manitak-blog]

เรื่องน้ำในอ่าง ทุกทีก็ไม่ได้โมโหอะไรใครขนาดนั้น | คับที่อยู่ได้  คับใจอยู่ยาก ไม่ใช่ละ ไม่ใช่ละ คับที่อยู่ยาก คับใจยิ่งอยู่ยากเข้าไปใหญ่

When I leave, I wanna go forever.

[leighstein]

I recently called the Little Rock Police Department to ask about obtaining the incident report from the night my ex-boyfriend stabbed a man with a knife. “I wasn’t involved; I’m just a writer in New York,” I told the woman who answered the phone, as if I needed to clarify my relationship to Jason’s crime: far away, removed. As if to reassure myself that I was no longer the girl by his side, sharing the consequences of his transgressions.

I wrote about my troubled ex-boyfriend, and the last summer of his life, over at BuzzFeed. Thanks for reading (and sharing).