To Those people that waiting for this
I dun read all you blogs, neither your friend, or mine.
You have times, to think what I liked from you before. your scar indeed i made another scar. I loved your scars since you were there, I could hold, touch, and kiss those.
The moment you said, "I would rather die if you are not with me" totally the moment you erases my, and our moment. I do not deal with someone that can easily torn herself into pieces. That could not THING that her life is precious.
You were my girlfriend, I do admit it. NO BUT, yes indeed I regret we were together when you said THOSE words.
Me myself torn into pieces. Thanks to everyone. and My self not give a self pity, I could thanks to my whoever "friend" that could gave me ideas.... To live and to survive.
Written here, as if I want to talk as if I want to says something that I will never forget what I said.
Everything is too late... too late for everything. I do not think what I will written here. I am sure it is going to hurt you more. And yet I do not care whether you read it or not. Even If I said do not read, Everyone gonna read it anyway.
"I hate our moment, I hate our precious time, and I hate to admit you were my girlfriend..." those words that I think I will never said it. Indeed I said it, to you and later to other-now it is going to be easier.-
I don't care and or I don't want to care.
ah now I remember what I want to says.
DEAR MY EX,
I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU KEEP TELLING ME YOU WANNA DIE ALONE. IS IT BECAUSE OF ME OR IS IT BECAUSE YOU WANT TO GET TOGETHER WITH YOUR PREVIOUS EX.
WHOM YOU SAID AND ALWAYS SAID YOUR LOVES "IS" DIFFERENT, NOT WAS -HMM- I KNOW AND I SAID THOSE MEMORIES ARE THERE. FADING OR NOT AND YOU WANT TO FORGET IT OR NOT IT STILL THERE. ONLY YOU AND YOUR MIND THAT CAN CHANGE THAT. YOU STILL YOU, NO MATTER WHERE "YOUR MINDS" ARE
Last but not least..
I did love you, but I dunno until when I really Loved you....
Peace
LOVE
AND
HATE
WIKIpedia of Wicked Kiwi Bear
-thanks to people that gives me enlighten of these words, I dun care that you fucking hate me. BUT I thanks to you-