Munday Questions For Muns
What made you choose your muse? The reason why I chose Lyddz was because of my admiration and respect for the lady. Besides that, I've gotten to know her better as well and I think on a certain level I can relate to her. The moment I started rping as her I felt quite at home and at ease -- let's say she's my comfort zone and only recently did I consider trying out a different muse to test myself.
What was the creation process like? Any outside sources of inspiration? Well to get to where I am now I had tried to rp Lydia in different ways either through AU and as a general. In doing so I somehow was able to picture out how I wanted wickedlyddz to be. Hence the semi-au which I know has yet to be revealed and explained through her bio/about me -- it'll be up soon. Besides that I try to draw inspiration from Lydia Paek herself through her youtube videos, tweets and even instagram. Hashing out things with those resources. I wouldn't say wickedlyddz is a done deal product; like in real life where we're all work in progress she's the same too.
Do you relate to them on a certain level? Yes, I do. Don't we all relate to our muses on a certain level? Haha! I probably relate to her on a whole lot of things. That's probably a fault on my part in a way since it tends to cloud the border where I try to separate my own thoughts from my muse's thoughts. But I've fairly managed to separate the two though or at least I try to.
What are some of the traits you admire in your muse? What about the ones you dislike? The traits that I probably really admire in my muse would be her passion, awkwardly sociable she is and her penchant to be who she is cray or not. I think the last one is self explanatory -- who doesn't love crayness, being silly and weird? Well I enjoy it. I always admire people who show great passion -- when they go after what they truly love and speak about it, it's the best. You can see it in their eyes, hear it in their voice and see it in how they deal with things. It's rather inspiring really. She's sociable to an extent but sometimes she gets awkward and it's both funny and cute. The ones I dislike would be -- well there's only one that has made its way to my mind in the wee hours of the morning and that would be her being a workaholic. She stays in the studio and works her ass off. That can be both a good thing and a bad thing but lets face it being a workaholic will drain the person. Not only physically but mentally and emotionally as well.
Strengths and Weaknesses:
What do you consider to be your muse’s biggest flaw? She has a lot of flaws to be honest but I guess the biggest one would be that she overthinks too much on everything.
What about their strength? Her biggest strength for me would have to be her passion. I think that says everything already haha.
Would you consider them a hero or a villain? Someone in between? Why? I'd say she's more of someone in between. Not a hero and not a villain. Someone who knows how to do good like heroes would but also plays and tries to push the rules to the walls like a villain would. Hey, they say you'll never know what it's like till you push boundaries. It's no fun if you're purely good or heroic and there's an enchanting spell that coats the 'not so good' side of things and she finds that rather interesting so she plays with it every now and then. Though you'll hardly catch her being open about it -- that's more of a need to know basis.
Relationships:
If you met your muse in real life, what kind of relationship would you have with them? If I ever met her in real life I think we'd probably be great friends and I'd probably turn to her as a mentor in a whole lot of things. I'd be her young padawan -- sorry I just saw my star wars toys lying around so yeah. Haha!
What kind of person, do you feel, would be most compatible with them? As a lover and as a friend? Aah.. the dreaded question. Haha! I think as a whole everyone is given a fair chance and shot to becoming her friend or lover. Since I think these relationships are cultivated and you'll never really know who you'd end up getting all buddies with or falling for. So I don't want to set things in a certain way. But I guess to answer this to be a friend or a lover I think they'd have to be down to get a little silly with her. They'd have to tolerate her tendency to overthink things. Give her respect but not only her also the people she holds dear too. They'd also have to be understanding of her need to be alone at times. Aah, someone who can open her eyes to new things or tickle her mind every now and then. Laughter is important as well. Someone who'd like her for herself -- as to how they got to know her instead of a set picture or image of Lydia in their minds. I don't really know how to describe it really I'm a fail at putting things to words right now as my mind is brimming with lots of descriptions -- sometimes you just know when you and that other person are going to hit it off.
Does your muse have a good relationship with their family? Yes, I believe my muse has a good relationship with her family. Visiting them whenever she has the chance too. And when not afforded with time to be with her family she tries to call them and check on them whenever she can. Let's just say she's filial.
How well are they able to socialize with others? Oh she's sociable when there's a need to be there's no doubt in that.
A little darker:
Does your muse carry any regret? If so, what would be the biggest? Don't we all? Well I think we all do even just a little. It's no different with her. Well her biggest regret would probably letting certain people in to her life only to leave her with regrets in doing so.
What is your muse’s greatest fear and what’s the story behind it? Would you consider being scared of horror movies or anything scary for that matter as a greatest fear? I dunno it seems trivial to me but she gets nightmares and it's always rather vivid so she's always avoided all sorts of things that would trigger that. There's no fancy back story to this one though heh.
Has your muse had any life changing revelations? Life changing revelations? Nope. I don't think there's been one that shook her to her core.
The Future:
What are some of your muse’s goals? Their biggest dream? To become a mum. HAHAHA! I'm not kidding. That's part of her goal to have a family of her own. Perhaps maybe one day release her own album but for now she's enjoying producing great music with inspirational people and friends. But besides that as a woman of 23 years her eyes are dead set on creating music that would be enjoyed by generations to come. And to be able to also inspire the people around her specially the youth to go after their dreams just as she did. And a little side exploration of her other interests as well. To continuously develop herself as well as honing her talent without forgetting where she came from and to give back as well.
Where do you see your muse in 10 years? What changes could have they undergone, if any? In 10 years? I hope she's a mum by then already with a loving husband by her side. She's probably still working for YG or in the music industry as well. Doing some choreo work on the side and showcases as well. A restaurant of her own that serves great yummy dishes with a healthy twist in them. Hence, her currently making self explorations in the kitchen right now.
