#willbe words

[kleinepumpkin]

Mini Life Update

I have barely been online in the last few weeks omg. I have a queue set up but I can see why I've lost a few followers oops...

ANYWAY

Uni is pretty good, if a little stressful. I've joined the Women's Rugby team and we won against Brunel today! (I won't be allowed to play until next week's match though, wegh :c )

Also I have a big stupid crush and someone needs to come kick me because I'm pathetic trash

[kleinepumpkin]

So for university I have to write a ten-minute screenplay, and basically mine is following the story of a girl trying to get over the fact that her new girlfriend has quite literally given her her heart to look after. In a box. And the beating keeps her up at night. 

[kleinepumpkin]

UsUk - Crossdressing

squarepegsaz requested this so here you go!!

[kleinepumpkin]

Belarus/Liechtenstein - ice cream please? I'd prefer sfw but whatever works for you

Certainly! Ahh this ship is way too cute ;w; it’s sfw btw!

[kleinepumpkin]

Please note: you do not need age for flames and blood the skeletal nails that creep in darkness are not secluded to the times of corset-strings and ivory ghosts form in the corners beside  discarded wires and appear clad in denim and polycotton their screams as still as long and silent; you do not need gilded letter openers  and handkerchiefs for murder and charcoal lace

the nightmares are not enclosed in tea coloured pages

[kleinepumpkin]

How did I not see it coming when I saw your gaze on me as I collapsed; felt your nails dig into my skin as you put on a mask, a skin of affection that left residue in my mouth as I reached to kiss you goodbye why did I watch you in sky-blue light of morning? dream of the you in my head and how kind you were wrapping me up in your arms pink plastic ribbon pulling me tight close so pretty but oh so fucking painful; digging trenches in my flesh as I ran for cover from your torrent of explosive silence

I waited for you to love me again

but you picked the warnings the messages in bottles out of the sea out of my sight made me believe the treasure in our hearts was stranded there with me

I was a castaway 

I let you take the jewels in me and replace them with rocks guilt doubt desperation choking me,drowning me silently, I could only watch you through water-filled eyes and hope to some God you would lift me up from the floor and breathe yourself back into my ribcage

[kleinepumpkin]

typical

Typical you say, as you get  angry at me for asking for ID typical woman, for not doing as you want typical woman for not bending to your childish will is it any wonder I mistook your age?

I'm glad that I annoy you that my presence baffles you though you've met my kind before You may patronise me and attempt to threaten me with your so-called masculinity

but

when you take me lightly when you corner me with scorn you don't realise trapping  a heart used to the dominating bull-head of men you bare yourself to my wit and tongue

I will rip the typical from your teeth  and show you  how strong we women are

[kleinepumpkin]

If I wear short shorts or a skirt or dress Don’t jump to think,  “It’s me they want to impress!” I’m not whining or pouting, but I’m going to shout I’m not dolled up for you so you can butt out!

My body, my lines  and my heart aren’t a toy your bullshit is boring and if you try to employ your sexism, racism homophobia on me  don’t expect me to take you  seriously

Your ideas are backwards they’re clogging each pore of our society, my world and do I have to implore? Keep out of my genitals when you’ve no right to be there me gaining is not your loss grow up for me it’s not fair!