May 6, 2020
Captain’s log, stardate 202005.06... 12/365 There was a great big period where I stopped believing in God. It was a very dark time in my life that I do not wish on anyone. So much has changed since last year, and I haven’t been thankful enough for all that I have around me. I am still alive in so many ways because of the different people in my life. I do not truly see that a lot of times, because I let myself down easily. I let my mental, emotional and spiritual state go to places it has before that it shouldn’t. God constantly shows me the way back home, and I need to be thankful for that... Not some times, not most times... At ALL times!!