#windupwrites

[windupsanson]

FF14 is now traumatic for me, thanks everyone who made this happen, the others still see all of you as popular friendly charismatic real fandom members. I have quit. There is evil masked here.

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you saving me from the zero void thank you 💖

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I'm building my original story more. Decided to change characters names. There is a lot of new stuff now.

My ffxiv au had changes too and it's great.

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I missed all events this years I think, just managed to login quickly with main on the Rising because of the mount, that mount is my favorite because phoenix, I wish my alts had gotten and hope they sell it. Really hope they sell it.

I'm so sad that there was a tome events with rewards I can't get in other ways but especially not getting the mount on alts because it's hard that they will get the birds mounts for winning the other phoenix like bird.

Glad I got time to Heavensturn. Loved the minion.

Wish the elezen duskwight and keeper of the moon miqo'te couple from the hallowen event showed up again, I loved them.

Two things I want but can't do because it needs other people, get married with some main alts, my main did and I love the outfit and hate it needs to involve a second person especially when the quest takes that long, I would be too anxious to do it and there is no one.

Second thing is getting the EX mounts from horses with kirin, birds with firebird, wolves with that fox omega raids snake mount and ew shiny dog but I ignore shb and ew mounts and minions. Wanted some things from coils (will try to do it still until the part it needs more than one but will have to see the story on videos I guess and no minion) and omega raids too but too bad.

Heavensturn spoilers:

So happy that both npcs from last Heavensturn are back at the end but I don't see it even if the game is trying to imply it. I love those two and duskwight npcs finally.

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Managed to pay and login in the game for Heavensturn, got the cute minion with my main, now on alts.

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I just want to say thank you for everyone who messaged me, I’m trying to message back soon.

I also have messages from before my hiatus that I didn’t reply but wanted to and even have drafts of my replies but it feels awkward to send after so long. I will send but no hope that anyone will remember anything.

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I think I lost something important. It sounds so forced and one sided.

I have never been important enough for anyone to make efforts to not loose me.

I think everyone is better once I leave, they are free.

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I’m not exactly alive but here…

I can’t handle the bad associated with this site

It used to bring me joy