hold on to the memories
read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/z5Ly1Q0 by winterpine So he reaches and searches for the prior conversation where he was told about his memory loss and the man beside him. He checks the nooks and crannies of his mind, desperately hoping that it hasn’t failed him. That the effort he’s put into maintaining his intelligence over the years has been worth it because this time, he can be better. But, he finds nothing. It’s empty. Blank. Scattered and useless. Alex looks down at his lap, at his legs hidden by starchy white bed sheets. “I don’t understand,” he whispers, tearfully. “I don’t remember. Why can’t I remember?” -- or, Alex loses the the last five and a half years of his memory along with any recollection of his relationship with Henry ~80k words completed, updating every Sunday Words: 4514, Chapters: 1/13, Language: English Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: M/M Characters: Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, June Claremont-Diaz, Nora Holleran, Percy "Pez" Okonjo, David the Beagle (Red White & Royal Blue), Beatrice Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Ellen Claremont, Oscar Diaz (Red White & Royal Blue), Leo (Red White & Royal Blue), Philip Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Relationships: Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Additional Tags: Canon Compliant, Post-Canon, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Amnesia, Memory Loss, Minor June Claremont-Diaz/Nora Holleran, Car Accidents, Hospitals, Major Character Injury, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Pain, Alex Claremont-Diaz Has Abandonment Issues, Alex Claremont-Diaz Has a Competency Kink, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Needs a Hug, Getting Back Together, Panic Attacks, Love Letters, Sibling Love, Based on a Taylor Swift Song, Eventual Fluff, Eventual Smut, Wet Dream, Anal Sex, Making Out, Slow Burn read it on AO3 at https://ift.tt/z5Ly1Q0
