#wishy's queue !

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He is cheering for you!!!!!!!!!!

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Koe no Katachi | My Gif

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Milk Crown on Sonnetica

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キマグレ２を歌ってみた

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Koe no Katachi | My Gif

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Koe no Katachi | My Gif

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I was wondering if there was anyone who could give me cute, sfw anime recommendations? ; u ;

Or possibly cute song recommendations!! I wanted to learn how to make gifs but i don’t know where to start haha ; ;

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You say sorry for everything. For speaking slightly to loudly, For accidentally interrupting someone, for making a mistake you had no control in, for showing your emotions, for “ Being annoying, Even for simply existing you say “ I’m Sorry “

And now i’m the one who wants to say “ I’m sorry “ but not for the same reasons, The reason I want to say those two words, that have now been horridly torn away from their original meaning of sympathy, compassion, condolences, and expression ones regret for a situation, is because i want to express my sympathy

I want to express my sympathy because this world has done nothing but told you that you need to say “ Sorry “ for whatever you may do, even if it’s extremely insignificant, or out of your control. Apologizing for everything day in and day out, I’m sorry for being tired, i’m sorry for not being able to go with you, I’m sorry for never leaving my room, I’m sorry for being a bother

Those i’m sorry’s usually have a lot more to say though “ I’m sorry for being tired but i can’t sleep with the nightmares “, “ I’m sorry for not being able to go with you but i get scared in social places and shut down “, “ I’m sorry I never leave my room, but it’s the only place I feel like I can control my life which feels out of control “.

A lot of those things people don’t understand, and it’s hard. Having to apologize to others because they can’t take a moment to understand your problems or your suffering because they only see everything at a surface level, which only causes you to spiral downwards more, thinking “ If I keep saying this and they keep getting even angrier at me for apologizing then what do I do ? “ and you say your sorry again for saying your sorry, and they get upset again, and you apologize again, it’s a cycle and it’s hard to break.

I’m sorry that the world has made you apologize for these things, Purely because they won’t take the time to understand and instead will say things like “ Life goes on “, and “ Suck it up “ to you, which makes you withdraw inwards more and more

Which just leads you to say you’re sorry again for other peoples actions when you didn’t do anything wrong, and that’s not fair and I want to see i’m sorry that the world has taught you to do this

and i hope one day that you will realize that the world has been teaching you wrong and you’ll learn your own way.