#witnesstoitall

[noxidanamchara]

I was tagged by 0oxsarahxo0

Rule 1: post the rules

Rule 2: answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, then make 11 new ones

Rule 3: tag 11 people and link them to your post

Rule 4: let them know you’ve tagged them

What’s your nationality?

Well I consider myself American. But I'm German and Irish.

Favorite spot or place to relax?

Well when I relax I'm either writing or reading so that's usually on my bed. But if I'm not doing those things I'll lay out in the grass in my backyard, and let the dogs traipse around me.

Do you have any phobias? 

Heights, and crowds. I love the idea of parades and functions, and I will

force myself to go Chicago's Pride Parade every year. But it is so hard. The anxiety just kills me. The close proximity of people, them touching me, the heat of the summer sun, and not being able to escape from the crowd unless I run three blocks away. It comes around to my claustrophobia. I've got a lot of social anxiety which stems from my self-esteem, and my body issues, and how I feel about myself.

Have you ever been bullied? 

Unfortunately yes. My weight and even my height as a child. I'm a fat girl, don't get me wrong. But that doesn't give people the right to make fun of me for it. And I was always tall for my age. When I was 10 I was 4 inches taller than most girls, and usually taller than the other boys. Still am taller than most boys these days. And I developed a lot faster too. Had boobs and my period when I was in the 4th grade. I've been living with that my entire life and I still haven't been able to escape it.

Your best childhood memory?  

The sad thing? I can't even remember the good ones. All I can remember are the bad ones. My old best friend, Elyse, pretty much made childhood bearable. I wouldn't have survived without her. So I'd call her my best memory.

Who was your first kiss?

Chris. We were in preschool. Just leaned in and planted it on me. He lifted up my skirts several times too. I still have unrequited feelings for him to this day and we've spent our entire educational lives together. Grade school, high school. I should have taken my chance with him when he was looking at me our Sophomore year. But I never thought I was worth it, or pretty. And then he started dating my best friend from high school and I couldn't touch him anymore. And then after HS he went off to the Marines. And since, I've never felt further from him than ever, and all I've wanted is to get closer.

Favorite show and why?

This is a hard one to choose. I want to pick The Walking Dead. The absolute reality it depicts in the world it inhabits just captures me every single episode and the characters are beautiful. But I have never loved a show as much as I do NCIS. The characters are funny, and loveable, and just so detailed and heartbreaking. I love the relationship they share with each other, and it has been going on for 10 years and it is going strong. And if I'm going to be honest; Tiva.I fucking love Tiva with all of my heart, and I am so damn excited that in the 6 years that they have been together they might actually be getting somewhere!

Do you believe in the afterlife?

Yes, no. Debatable. I want to believe in it. I want to believe that there is something beyond death that will be better than this, and will be a place of everything I want. Or that there will be a place of happiness for me. But I don't know. Heaven and Hell are a part of my religion as a Christian, but I've never been so firm in my religion. I have my beliefs. And if I go to some place after death, be it Heaven, or Hell, or an Afterlife, then so be it. I just hope it's something that I can look forward to, or that is meant for me.

Favorite day of the year and why?

I don't have a favorite. Tomorrow could be a good day. 55 days from now could be a good day. 15 days ago could have been a good day. I don't have favorites because there are 365 in a year and I have to choose one? There's too much time in a year to be focusing on one day.

Do you have any siblings?

I have a brother, 2 years younger than me, and a sister, 5 years younger than me. I love them dearly.

Favorite ice-cream flavor?

Chocolate and Pistachio.

Now my questions for you:

What is the kindest thing someone has done for you?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

What is your favorite book? Or do you not read?

Do you want/have children?

How are you doing today? Honestly, how are you?

Have you ever been bullied?

Do you have any phobias?

Favorite show and why?

What are you most proud of in your life?

Do you have any regrets?

If you could tell someone anything, what would it be?

If I didn't tag you, please don't feel like I don't love you or anything. I love all of you. I just simply remember these folks the most because they reblog, respond, and ask/talk to me lots. Please, please feel free to take these questions, my followers, and answer them. I would love to see what all of you have to say to them.

[thereadersmuse]

witnesstoitall replied to your post: Writing smut in bed on a Saturday, all is good...

In bed studying on a Saturday = not quite as good… but I’ve found I’m doing more fic-plotting than actual studying. ooops.

That was me writing my masters thesis, really.

[angelsanarchy]

witnesstoitall replied to your post: Sitting here, working on a million different things and wanting to do a vlog.

We could trade and you could study for my finals? lol. Jk, jk. I posted the details on ‘Statistical Improbabilities’ in case you didn’t see. :)

haha I could ALSO do my last few assignments. My SOC gave me an extension until Sunday...oy. I did see and I love it. I should just help you procrastinate even more by making a REC list :P jk jk of course. DO YO WORK GIRL!

[phoenixfeatherquill]

Martinez/Karen from TWD (not a real ship, but just think about it!)

On the one hand, I would hope Karen, who seems a lovely girl, would find someone nicer than one of the Governor's lackeys...

On the other, imagining a double date between Karen and Martinez with Daryl and Carol sounds fucking hilarious to me.  My God, the posturing that would go on...THE POSTURING.

[angelsanarchy]

Glad you're having a better day today!! :) I'm procrastinating studying for my finals like a boss, so I jumped at the chance to procrastinate a little more! lol. So, I'm Melissa (or Mel... whichever). I'm from Pennsylvania, but moved to Alabama to attend Veterinary school, and so now split time between the two. I'm almost 24. I think I started following you after seeing you post in the caryl tag. I also like HP, LOTR, Bones, GoT, and Criminal Minds. :) But TWD is my current primary obsession.

I am indeed feeling better and if you’re in need of procrastination zone, you’ve come to the right place. haha luckily for me I did all my finals already. I am also almost 24 (July baby!) & There isn’t one thing in the list of fandoms that I didn’t like. haha My best friend was in shock that I’d never seen or read LOTR a few months back and he took me to an all day marathon at a local theater. It was like the best 16 hours of my life haha

Thanks for being a friend :)

[angelsanarchy]

witnesstoitall replied to your post: I found this terrible vlog that I did after I bought my car.

You seem a little down this evening. :( I hope everything is alright, lovely!

Just having an off night I suppose. Thanks though. I appreciate the concern

[angelsanarchy]

#6 -- Test Run

“FUCK IT!” He yelled before rolling out of the bed and throwing his clothes back on in a rush. Carol let out a heavy sigh before throwing on her tank and long skirt. The summer had brought quite a heat and when the Woodbury people showed up offering cooler clothes, they happily accepted. She saw Glenn coming out of the guard tower rubbing sleep out of his eyes.

“Is Daryl up there?” Carol asked and Glenn jumped a bit.

“Um yeah he said he couldn’t sleep so he’s taking my watch.” Glenn continued into the prison and Carol headed up the stairs only to find Daryl biting his thumbnail and shaking his head.

“Are you going to keep running away from me or are we going to talk about this like adults?” Carol asked shutting the door behind herself.

“Ain’t nothin’ to talk about. We just don’t feel right.” Daryl said without looking at her.

“Oh really? I think you got off just fine so that argument is invalid, try again.” Carol crossed her arms over her chest and Daryl glared.

“I told you I didn’t do this! This relationship shit. I ain’t never been in nothing like this before.” Daryl argued.

“So then maybe try working at it instead of getting pissed off and running away from me.” Carol argued right back. He remained silent, pouting as he looked out at the night.

“We keep having these beautiful moments and you don’t even give it time enough to sink in before you tear it apart and run off. There’s nothing wrong with you Daryl but that doesn’t mean it’s my fault either.” She said making Daryl feel guilty.

“I didn’t mean for you to think there was something wrong with you. There really isn’t. You’re the best I’ve ever had to be honest.” Daryl said blushing and Carol laughed.

“Yeah stroke my ego now after you’ve done high tailed it on me twice.” Carol walked over and sat down on the desk. Daryl sat the rifle down and sat next to her.

“I’m being honest with you. It’s just…I don’t know how to please a woman, I guess.” Daryl could feel how hot his face was from the blush.

“Not many men do. Most women fake it to please the man.” Carol said making Daryl look up.

“I don’t want it to be that way. I don’t want you to fake it with me.” Daryl said putting his hand on her leg. Carol looked down at his hand and then back up at his face.

“Then let me show you what I like.” She gripped his hand and pushed her skirt up higher for him to move his hand between her legs. His body tensed immediately but he let Carol have his hand.

“Relax because when you get nervous, I get nervous and that’s not what this is supposed to be. It’s supposed to exciting and nurturing.” Carol explained as she used his hand to push her underwear aside.

“I-I can’t help it. I’ve never done this before.” Daryl admitted and Carol smiled.

“Well no man has ever done this to me before so I guess this is a first for the both of us.” Carol said leaning forward and capturing his lips.

“I trust you.” He said. Carol gripped his thumb.

“You want quick orgasms then you go here.” She put his thumb on her clit and rubbed circles.

“That’s it? I thought I needed more fingers for this.” He said pinning his eyebrows together.

“Well you do but what you’re doing is a good warm up. That little bundle of nerves will love any and all attention it gets. Personally I am enjoying what you’re doing right now but it could use a little more pressure.” Carol said and without a second thought Daryl added pressure to his thumb motions making Carol jump slightly.

“Like that?” He asked and Carol nodded biting her lip.

“You won’t need to use your fingers if you’re already inside of me but if we’re just being frisky then you’ll put them here.” Carol moved his index and middle finger inside of herself and let out a gasp.

“You’re pretty wet.” Daryl said without thinking about how that would make Carol feel but she held onto his hand not letting it move too much.

“Having-ah you touch me like this…it’s because of you.” Carol breathed out heavy and Daryl felt himself growing hard.

“What about if I do this?” He started to move his fingers in and out of her wetness at a steady pace and Carol bit down on her lip harder than before, closing her eyes.

“C-curl your fingers a bit.” She said and Daryl did what she asked him getting a load moan out of her.

“Shh you’re going to have the others running up here.” Daryl said as he continued to pump his hand and work his thumb.

“D-don’t stop!” She breathed in a whisper and Daryl could feel her working her hips down onto his hand as he sped up. He had to bring his head back to look at Carol as she writhed under him. Three of his fingers was making her pull at her shaggy hair and claw at her breast forgetting that she was supposed to be teaching him anything but he seemed to be doing fine on his own as the wetness started to increase. She looked beautiful in that moment. He wondered for a moment about how stupid he must look when he’s about to cum but he pushed it out of his head as she shot back up and gripped his hand. Her jaw dropped and she squeezed his wrist as her insides actually clenched down on his fingers. He slowed down his fingers and stopped completely when her legs twitched and she told him to stop. He had a wet hand and a giant hard on but he waited for her to collect herself before saying anything.

“Are you okay?” He asked as she took deep breaths. She laid back on the desk and covered her face.

“That…was the best orgasm…I think I’ve ever had.” Daryl felt himself swell with pride and couldn’t fight a smile. Carol moved her hands away from her face before pulling on his vest to lay on top of her chest.

“I’m not gonna lie, when you let go of my hand I was kind of freaking out.” Daryl chuckle and Carol shook her head.

“I think you did just fine on your own.” She kissed his cheek and he bit his lip.

“Not sure how I’m going to incorporate all that hand activity when I’m inside you though.” Daryl said honestly and Carol smirked at him.

“Maybe like this.” She stood in front of him with her back facing him.

“With your hand here.” She rested his hand on her now soaked panties and Daryl pressed himself into the top of her ass.

“Y-yeah I mean…that could work.” Daryl sputtered out as Carol turned around to pull him into a heated kiss.

[angelsanarchy]

witnesstoitall replied to your post: My Caryl Contest Entry SUBMITTED!

I’m glad you entered!! Your caryl is always so fabulous and this is not exception. <3

Thanks. I'm glad I entered too. I don't typically enter contests because my luck is for shit but I'm just glad I got a story out of it. You are too sweet. I'm posting more pic/gif prompts later so be on the look out! :P