Is it bad I have a legitimate fear of being a lesbian? I'm so terribly humiliated and distraught about it. I want to be a normal teenage girl that has normal teenage girl struggles. I force myself to see guys and like them but do I? Do I like the idea of having a boyfriend? Ive felt like a alien all my life and I cant seem to have anything normal about myself... Idk!! I just want ONE teenage girl experience that I can relate too!! :(










