Where: Lima
When: Before she came to the Institute
Who: Herself and unnamed Domme
Notes: The story how the jocks got to know she was a Sub
There she was. The girl Santana secretly had a crush on. Secretly you ask ? She was a Domme, meaning Santana couldn't be with her. Well, she could because she herself was a Sub, but the entire High School knew her as a Domme. No way she could show she was feeling something for her.
After a gym class, Santana and the girl were the only ones left in the girls lockerroom. "That uhm...was a fun lesson, right ?", Santana asked carefully. The girl turned to her and frowned. "Where were you the last 90 minutes ?", the girl asked sarcastically. "Cause I didn't see any fun". Santana bit her lip nervously. "And what the hell is wrong with you ? You never talk to me and when you do, you're always a bitch". Santana quickly put the last things into her locker and threw her bag on her back. "Uhm...nothing. Nothing's wrong with me. I just thought I'll be nice for once, Mi-", Santana quickly shut her mouth and squeezed with her eyes. She didn't notice the Domme walking towards her, until the girl slammed her locker shut. "I knew it. You're not one of us". Santana squealed and looked at her in shock. "N-no ! It was a mistake. It just came out of nowhere !". Although she tried, Santana knew it was over. Every jock was going to know now. "Get the hell out of here and go to your own lockerroom, slut !", the girl said before she opened Santana's locker and threw everything outside the room, pushing the Sub out as well. "And don't you dare to show your face in this room ever again".
Ralph didn't inherit her green thumb, but she made sure all her children helped her out once in a while. "Gardening is good for your soul," she'd tell them when they complained.
In the dream, they weren't gardening, but the whole family was there, seated for what looked like brunch. Ralph liked that kind of dream, especially when he'd been in New York too long and Christmas was still far off. It felt more like reliving the memory of meals together than a dream, but there was no doubt where his mind found its material for the dream.
Waking up was bitter sweet, but he had Ethan pressed to his side and Johnny sleeping on his chest. He missed home, but he had something just as important here. New York wasn't his scene, too many high rises and not enough parks. It'd be easier when Aiden moved there. It wouldn't bring the slow pace of hoe or the smell of the ocean at dawn, but he would have family and in a few months, it would be Christmas.
Notes: Eric had to work on a Sunday and Josh requested to go with him. While his boyfriend works with call and contracts, Josh reads a book and listens to music until a song comes on his music player and it takes his memory back to some memories. Para challenge. Song: Untouchable by Taylor Swift.
Going to Eric’s office while he needed to work was becoming one of Josh favorite things. He couldn’t fully understand why he liked to be there so much when he was barely doing anything. He didn’t mind but just being near his boyfriend helped them both. It was one of the few things he was still trying to understand. Josh had read a lot about submission and how their nature affected or benefited the dominants but witnessing it like this, when he was the submissive craving the presence of his dom was a very different thing.
Josh settled himself comfortably on the couch while Eric checked some documents and made some phone calls from his desk, right in front of the couch where Josh was sitting. He put on his earbuds and turned on his music player and then he took the book he was currently reading and tried to focus in both the music and the words on the pages. Not long after a very familiar song reached his ears and he found himself looking up over the book and locking his eyes on the dom in front of him.
Untouchable like a distant diamond sky
I'm reaching out and I just can't tell you why
I'm caught up in you, I'm caught up in you
If anyone ever asked Josh what kind of dom he imagined was going to claim him, Jason Eric Wolf would have never been in that list, not even on his craziest dreams. He could remember the first time he had seen Eric. Right in the same place they were right then.
He remembered how his breath got caught on his throat when he dared to look up and his eyes met Wolf’s dark ones. He remembered how he immediately looked down and felt his cheeks burning. He remembered how it felt the dominance of that powerful man running through his veins and he wasn’t even looking at him anymore, he wasn’t near him and he still could feel it.
Untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
And when you're close, I feel like coming undone
Josh remembered their first conversation after that. How he didn’t feel scared anymore but it was as if an invisible magnetism was pulling him towards a dom who was untouchable for him. He knew that dom had chosen a sub already and that only meant he could never belong to him.
That first week he dreamed about brown eyes. Not even a full face. Not even a name or a voice. Just those eyes, looking at him, making him want to fall to his knees. A few times with the same dream made him understand who those eyes belonged to. And the dreams kept on coming but this time with a name.
In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven
He quickly understood how untouchable was the perfect definition for that man. Meeting Kurt made it clear but he could tell he wasn’t the only one feeling that attraction. And Eric wasn’t the only dom who made him feel attracted. Wolf wasn’t the first dom who really looked at him either and that made things more confusing for Josh. Sebastian quickly became a very important person in his life and he was sure he could fall in love with him. He did. Josh did fell for Sebastian but in some way, Sebastian was also untouchable for him. And more importantly, Josh became untouchable for Sebastian a few months after.
It's half full and I won't wait here all day
I know you're saying that you'd be here anyway
But you're untouchable, burning brighter than the sun
Now that you're close, I feel like coming undone
Kurt leaving the institute was the ridge that made his life move in the direction to be in the place he was now. The natural and powerful attraction between him and Eric became stronger and Josh found himself falling fast and hard for two completely different men. The time came for him to choose and it was the hardest thing he ever had to do. He was hurting and everyone else involved was too. He was afraid that Sebastian would never forgive him, but he couldn’t fight how he had become Eric’s in the matter of weeks, that the dom had claimed him without words and without even pointing it out. His body, mind and soul knew they belong to that man who had given him a new home and a chance of a new life.
In the middle of the night waking from this dream
I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven
He smiled at the next memories. How there were bright and dark times, how there were words and touches, and a bond that kept growing strong until the point when he was living with Eric now. He was sitting on his office, just keeping him company and making them both feel at ease and complete.
He blinked and noticed how Eric wasn’t sitting behind his desk anymore. He pouted and turned his head to his side to find Wolf standing next to him, caressing his hair with a small frown. Josh sighed and smiled, reaching out to take his dom’s hand, tangling their fingers together and tugging at it, silently asking Eric to lean down until their lips touched, reminding him how Eric wasn’t untouchable for him anymore. He was his as much as Josh was Eric’s
NOTES: Chris is happy when he wakes up on Saturday and decides to put some music on while he fix the bed. Part of the Para Challenge. Silliness overload.
Chris was feeling strangely rested on Saturday. After the meds he had to take on the past few days, being 24 hours drug-free was refreshing so when the clock screamed it was eight am, he was already wide awake.
He pouted when Jason said he was not allowed to take a shower with him, his Dom aleging that they were supposed to be in the studio in an hour and a half and they always got distracted when they showered together, so with with a peck and a teasing comment about morning breath, he was alone in the bedroom again.
Not wanting to go back to sleep - or wanting to, but not being able to - Chris got up and picked his clothes for the day, placing them in a neat pile over the chair and picking up his ipod, putting his earbuds on and hitting shuffle as he started getting the bed ready.
The first song to come up made him smile, and since he was sure he could hear the water running in the bathroom, he started humming under his breath as he moved around the room. "Oh, I just wanna take you anywhere that you like, we could go out any day, any night. Baby, I'll take you there, take you there, baby, I'll take you there, yeah... Oh, tell me, tell me, tell me how to turn your love on, you can get, get anything that you want. Baby, just shout it out, shout it out, baby, just shout it out, yeah..."
The song itself was so silly that made him giggle a few times as he straightened the bed, moving his hips happily as he pulled their duvet up and fixed it neatly on the bed, his voice getting louder as the song went on, a smile on his face "Oh, baby, baby don't you know you got what I need? Looking so good from your head to your feet. Come a, come over here, over here, come a, come over here, yeah... Oh I just wanna show you off to all of my friends, making them drool down their chinny-chin-chins. Baby, be mine tonight, mine tonight, baby, be mine tonight, yeah..."
Chris was laughing with himself as he gently squeezed their pillows, twrilling around the bedroom playfully with Jason's pillow in his arms as he moved, dancing his silly dance as the few chorus went on. "So tell me, girl, if everytime we to-o-ouch, you get this kind of ru-u-ush.. Baby, say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah... If you don't wanna take it slow, and you just wanna take me home... Baby, say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah"
He didn't hear the water running though. So he jumped embarassingly when he sang the last line and saw his Dom with an amused smile, his hair damp and a towel around his waist, leaning against the doorframe "And let me kiss you"
Chris giggled and took the earbuds off, feeling himself blushing down his neck as he skipped over, getting on the tip of his toes and kissing Jason's lips happily before leaving to make them breakfast.
Tagging: Blaine Anderson
Summary: Blaine ponders things through song.
Notes: For the Wolf Para challenge, the song is Alone Together by Fall Out Boy.
Blaine had to admit, he often ended up wandering on his own around the institute. He spent the most time with Adam and Elliott, but with the subs he had to admit, the didn't hang out as much as he wanted to. He was one of those people who ended up on their own since they never tried to go out.
He was trying, with Adam, to get out of his self constructed shell, but fears of being just abandoned. He had had so many Doms say they like him, some even said they loved him but that was just during the hire. After that he never heard from those Doms again.
He sat down just inside the maze, looking up at the sky. He could feel himself falling for Adam and he thought Adam was for him. But it seemed to come and go like a wave. Adam was as scared as he was of getting attached and he wondered if the Dom ever would.
It was the main part of his latest nightmare, that Adam would finally just choose to not get attached and to leave, call it business. He was a sub for hire, he should be used to it but it never got any easier.
"I don't know where you're going, But do you got room for one more troubled soul?, I don't know where I'm going, But I don't think I'm coming home and I said, I'll check in tomorrow if I don't wake up dead, This is the road to ruin
And we're starting at the end"
He sung the lyrics softly, he wanted to be with Adam. He just didn't know if Adam would let him. They both were afraid of travelling the road together, he would be as close or far away as Adam wanted.
He had warned his parents before he'd arrived that he was bringing a Dom so his parents acted nice. He didn't want Adam to see how they really treated him and he had made sure to have time alone with them so they could get out all their angry parent stuff before Adam got back.
Say yeah, Let's be alone together, We could stay young forever, Scream it from the top of your lungs, lungs, lungs
He just wanted to get a straight answer. He wouldn't push the subject with Adam, but he just wished he could. Wished that his text that day would be Have you fallen for me? But he didn't have the strength yet to do it.
He had liked possessive Adam since then, Adam touched him like he was precious, like he was a treasure. A good sub. But the high had come down and he wondered if he was the Dom that Adam needed, or just a distraction.
My heart is like a stallion, They love it more when it's broke in, Do you wanna feel beautiful?, Do you wanna? Yeah!
His mind was a special place, along with his heart. Since he'd left his parents, he'd closed off and most of the people at the institute didn't know a lot about him. They knew some things about his parents and some Doms, but Blaine had only said what was in the file. What could be seen.
Apart from that, he kept in his head and his dreams. He didn't say about it since he didn't want everyone to know what he'd done and what he'd let slide over the years.
I'm outside the door, invite me in, So we can go back and play pretend, I'm on deck, yeah, I'm up next, Tonight I'm high as a private jet
He watched the clouds in the sky, those first two lines he meant more then anything. He wanted to be let into Adam's life then more as a guest, but he didn't know if he would. He had the same problem in reverse with Adam, he had been a guest, but Adam didn't know everything about him.
He sung the rest of the song softly, basically humming to himself as he did. He had a lot to think about, but at least he felt better after his dream.
TIME: Saturday, August 30th, 2014
PLACE: Music studio
NOTES: All week has been insane for Jason. He had recorded more songs in just one week than he expected but the one he left for today was for a very specific reason. He hoped Chris gets it all. He knows how insecure his sub can be but hopefully this song would make him see how Jason wouldn’t have their life differently and how he would choose him to be his sub no matter what. Very Short Self-Para (seventh Wolf Para Challenge)
Jason was a little nervous when they got to the studio that morning. He was glad Chris was there with him, specially because after the little hospital episode he didn’t want his boy away from him for a little while. He smirked mysteriously when the boy asked him what he was recording that day “You’ll see babe… you’ll see…” was his only answer as he got things ready and let Chris settle down on the couch in the back of the control’s room with Jesse.
Most of the musical part was already done so the vocal part was what Jason had to do that day so he smiled and got in top the recording cabin. He took a deep breath and smiled listening to the music on his headphones and then he let his voice flow
Oh uh oh uh oh uh ohhhh
Oh uh oh uh oh uh ohhhh
Ohhhh ohhhh yeah…
Is everything just right
Don't want you thinking that I'm in a hurry
I want to stay your friend
I have this vision that has got me worried
Because everyone wants someone
That's one cliché that's true
The sad truth's I want no one
Unless that someone's you
He smirked and kept on singing, his eyes glued to Chris, waiting for his reaction to the song.
And looks like you
And feels like you
And smiles like you
I want someone just like you
Through and through
I'm forever blue
Because there's no one else like
I hope that you're not mad
You always said you want a man of action
I'm not the hottest lad, no
There's more to life than physical attraction
He let his memory go back to the first time he saw that boy and how he fought the feeling, how scared he was but the first moment their eyes locked on each other he knew… he knew there was never gonna be no one else for him than Chris.
You got your special someone
But between me and him, guess who
Will spend their whole life waiting
For someone just like you
That looks like you
That feels like you
That smiles like you
I need someone just like you
Love me true
I'm forever blue
Because there's no one else like
There was a silly smile on his face when he noticed Chris blushing and trying to hide a smile at the lyrics so he sang the next part even more feeling and conviction than ever.
I want you in my arms
I see you in my dreams
I'm gonna make you mine
As crazy as it seems
Girl, you, yes you
I need someone just like you
Love me true
I'm forever blue
Because there's no one else,
There's no one else
There's no one else
There's no one else
There's no one else
There's no one else
There's no one else
He finished singing the song and heard the instructions from the producer, chuckling a little when the mic was turned off and he heard his comment of how Chris was all blushed. He left the cabin and walked towards his sub, pulling him from the hand and leaning in for a kiss “So? Do you think this time is clear babe?” he asked with a smile and got a kiss as an answer and it definitely made him realize this time Chris was more than reassured.
NOTES: A mixture of smells and physical contact throws Chris' inventive mind in a twirl of sensations. Part of the Para Challenge. Almost PG.
Chris remembered falling asleep. He remembered going to bed and laying beside Jason. He remembered cuddling into him, kissing him goodnight, nuzzling his neck and smelling his bodywash when he started to fall asleep.
However, for some reason, he found himself on the floor of their place. Though it wasn't really the floor and it wasn't really their place. He was on the floor, yes, but there was a soft rug for him to lay on. It was soft and white and Chris loved how it caressed his naked skin.
Everything was a bit hazy, he couldn't clearly say what was real or not, but he didn't really care. He knew they were in their place, but it wasn't their place. The room had no roof. It was dark, night probably, and the moon felt nice on his skin and the soft breeze gave him goosebumps as he rolled back to lay on his bed with a moan.
He knew Jason was there. Somehow he could feel it, there was this heat coming through him, as if he was emanating actual waves of lust, intoxicating the boy lying on the floor. He could smell him everywhere, a mixture of bodywash and Jason and sex that made him the best kind of dizzy.
Chris could hear his voice, somewhere. He wasn't sure what he was saying, but he could feel his voice vibrating at points Jason's lips touched his body, gentle kisses tickling his skin. He hummed, tangling his fingers through his dark damp hair and smiling widely.
"I love you" he said and he was sure he heard it back in a moan. There were touches in his chest, firm hands against his hips as those sinful lips touched his neck, sucking on his pulse point and leaving behind those love bites he loved so much.
He could feel it, Jason's fingers against his skin, his body between his legs, his back firm as his short nails dug on the flash, that tight heat twisting on his lower stomach and he knew Jason was the only one who could make him feel like that.
"I want you, Master" he let out in another long moan and he heard him chuckle against his neck, that amazing friction being just enough to make him moan but not enough to let him reach the edge.
He tightening his grip on him, his arms on his neck, his legs around his waist "Please, Master" he murmured again, pressing his eyes tightly closed.
When he opened them again, Jason was much closer. The sun was bright through the window, their bed was their bed again, warm with soft sheets. Their place was their place, though it did smell like bodywash and Jason - though less sex than he'd like.
Jason was pressed against him, murmuring those words and touching him, and there was one thing Chris was sure. He didn't need to dream anymore.
Tagging: Blaine Anderson
Date: 29/07/2014
Summary: Blaine has a nightmare about an event of the past.
Notes: There is the NPC's of Blaine's parents and Cooper mentioned in this. I wanted to show Blaine's home life in a bit more detail. For the para challange.
Blaine sat up, hearing shouting from downstairs. He always heard shouting and it was always about him? Why didn't Cooper ever get shouted about? Oh right, he's the Dom.
He tiptoed out of bed, sneaking to the stairs of the house to hear what his parents were arguing about now.
"It's only a year and then he's out of our hair. He'll be legal to be hired out" He heard his Father shout, he could imagine him clutching his forehead and rubbing it with his fingers.
"It's not soon enough! That disappointment of a son is making our family look bad and I won't stand for it" His Mother shouted back.
She could never sugar-coat things.
The loud plate smash brought Blaine from his thoughts. He knew that he shouldn't be listening, that he'd get punished but he couldn't tear himself away.
"Blaine?" Cooper whispered from his door, watching the younger boy carefully.
"They're fighting about me again Cooper" Blaine sighed, he was a bad son and a bad sub.
"Just ignore them, go back to bed, okay?" His brother tried to smile but it came out as a pitying grimace.
The younger boy was about to do as instructed when a hand grabbed him by the collar.
"What are you doing out of bed? You know the punishment" His Mother dragged him back to his room, shoving him in and locking the door.
"Mom! Let me out! Please! I'm sorry" Blaine sobbed into the door.
"I'm sorry" He groaned, coming around from his slumber. He hated that dream, he'd been locked in his room for the whole day and only allowed out the next day to clean.
He curled up more in his fort, he wasn't there, he was safe at the institute. He could still hear Hunter's words in his head, talking to him about what he thought of Blaine's parents.
It was bleeding into his dreams and he just needed it to stop. He wanted to be free of them yet they still had a hold on him.
Could still drag him back into his room. Even when they weren't there.
