Submissive

Santana Lopez, 20, sub, bitch, forced to leave high school

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

So your version of a Domme is bitchy and mean? I really, really worry about the assholes you grew up with to shape that opinion. Well whatever happened we can introduce you to people and find you someone special.

[sub-santana]

No no. I knew there was a world with nice Doms and Dommes, but I knew what they did so Subs my school. It was to protect myself for getting the same treatment...I asked my parents if I could go here because I knew it would be different, but unintentionally I stayed like that when I arrived here.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

Wait so you were bitchy because you were… scared?

[sub-santana]

Yeah...I've always acted like a Domme at High School because I didn't want people to know I was a Sub. And even though i kne I could just be a Sub here, I still acted like a Domme...

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

Both the “Sir” and the “virgin” rules irked me to no fucking end, so I really don’t consider either of those to be bitchy, but being extremely rude… maybe yeah, because not usually necessary.

[sub-santana]

They taught me I didn't need to be scared. So I threw away the bitchy side.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

We’re staying in touch, I’ll shoot him a text to ask. Like, wait, what do you consider bitchy? Because we could have two totally different definitions.

[sub-santana]

Being extremely rude, not addressing them with Sir, not listening to the 'virgin ? Then virgin untill claim' rule. Although that last one was on accident.

[sub-santana]

No, the punishments were a result of not trusting. I was a bitch when I came here and I didn’t listen to them. 

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

I reaaaaally can’t imagine you as a bitch. I think resisting is natural, to an extent? Especially from what you’ve told me.

[sub-santana]

Surprise, I actually was. I could say ask Chris but he's gone...

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

Wait so you don’t trust easily because they punished you, or? Because that happens with teachers even if I don’t really agree with the concept too much. Then why rush it? Just meet them and see what happens.

[sub-santana]

No, the punishments were a result of not trusting. I was a bitch when I came here and I didn't listen to them. 

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

[sub-santana]

I mean like, without rules you know. I could ask everything but I was allowed everything. They were going easy with me cause it was my first times with boys, but I miss the asking permission stuff. I don’t know if I trust the people outside, Elliott…

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

I… Don’t usually have rules...

[sub-santana]

I know I didn't trust you at first. Had a few punishments from Master Lysher en Master Wolf in the past. Also from Miss Brittany. I don't know where and how long it'll take before knowing someone.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

PM Santana -

[sub-santana]

I…I was scared to hear that answer…I don’t know Elliott. I haven’t had ‘real’ domination since Miss Brittany left…Accept for the time with Chris and Master Lysher. But that was without restriction.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

That was the case even before the Institute closed, sweetie. Without restriction? “Real” really is relative, and it’s definitely not just sexual, but you can find that without the Institute. Just gotta get out into the world a bit!

[sub-santana]

I mean like, without rules you know. I could ask everything but I was allowed everything. They were going easy with me cause it was my first times with boys, but I miss the asking permission stuff. I don’t know if I trust the people outside, Elliott…

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

PM Santana -

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

We can definitely see what we can find! Uh, I… don’t think they’re only gay, but they do all seem to be taken sweetheart. But that doesn’t mean you don’t have a shot, people meet at work, at school, on the street all the time.

[sub-santana]

I...I was scared to hear that answer...I don't know Elliott. I haven't had 'real' domination since Miss Brittany left...Accept for the time with Chris and Master Lysher. But that was without restriction.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

PM Santana -

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

Let me help you figure it out?

[sub-santana]

Yes pleas, I'd like that. Elliott..? Do you think any of the Masters left...to dominate me ? Or are there only gays left...

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

@ Santana -

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

I’m really, really glad. Have you thought about taking classes, or looking for a job now that the Institute’s dissolved?

[sub-santana]

I don't really know what I want to do...Never had.

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

@ Santana -

Good! So are your parents okay with you staying here? They don’t mind? Thank you! It’s fairly recent but it’s been working so far.

[sub-santana]

They're okay with it. They want me to stay with my friends. 

[sirelliottgilbert-deactivated20]

Elliott..? Can I live with you ? I've got no where to go here and I don't want to get back home. Not because of my parents but because of the bullies. Please..?

Sweetie I already have Noah and Shea living with me (…did I tell you we’re all dating now? Because update!) But you’ll be given your own apartment now if you’d like to stay and we can hang out a lot more without me having to hire you to do so.

[sub-santana]

I can stay ? I would love to stay here ! And that's awesome for you guys !

[comewhatmanderson-blog]

I want to play in your fort

Come on in! It’s always open!

[sub-santana]

Yaaaaa ! Coming ! I'm bringing candy !

[sub-santana]

As a kid were you ever frighted of a monster under the bed or in the cupboard?

I would lie is I'd say no...My dad had to check under my bed every night.

[kurt-sub]

[kurt-sub]

My master is taking care of me, so they’re not really hurting too badly. I always wear them with pride.

[sub-santana]

As long as he takes care of you.

[kurt-sub]

Love Bruises <3

[sub-santana]

They look so painfullll !