#womp complains

[willcipher]

Listen. Depression has taken a lot from me over the years, but the legitimate worse is when it takes away my ability to find joy in even the smallest of things. Cause even if the depressive episode only lasts for a couple of months it snowballs into this inability to do anything. I don’t have the motivation to push myself to do anything, or find pride in anything I do with my time. Like ugh. I know. I feel myself being a jerk to myself and yet I can’t stop,,, and I hate this repetitive cycle. Lol all this to say that summer break is the worst time of the year for me because the lack of school makes me “lazy”

[willcipher]

My favorite thing about human beings is their tendancy to say “Hello. How are you?” And then the addressed person just repeating their “Hello. How are you?” - and then walking away from each other without really sticking around to hear or give the answer to the question. Like everyone wants to give off the impression that they care about how you’re doing (because it’s the polite thing to do) but no one actually wants to spend their time with small talks. I find it fucking hilarious. I do this every so often- and I used to think OH NO so awkward, but nah everyone does it. No one bats an eye at it. I guess it’s because everyone is busy.

[willcipher]

My dumb bitch ass, who hates attention: I’ll dye my hair purple!

[willcipher]

I’ve been taking new medication and I’ve been sleeping a lot because of it and all I can think about is “You can’t be depressed or anxious, if you’re knocked the fuck out all the time” and 😂😂😂🤣🤣

[willcipher]

My guilty pleasure fanfics are always those where person A is an asshole and makes a bet that they can get into person B’s pants- you know like 10 Things I hate about you and other teenage movies- but then they end up falling for them and stuff like that’s my cup of tea... Although, I also like it when person B falls for person C who helps them get revenge on A for trying to do that to them and throughout their schemes they fall for each other like wow I like me some drama started off by people being complete asses and then getting their asses handed to them on a silver platter. 

[willcipher]

i need a hug but only from that special someone,, i wont settle for anything other than the sweet embrace of death

[willcipher]

[willcipher]

Why does everyone keep telling me I have daddy issues 😑... first it was because of my hair and now because I have refused to date anyone for years. I have an excellent relationship with my dad, so I don’t get it. I don’t have daddy issues ... maybe attachment issues but that’s because no one needs to put up with my shit when I know that I’ll never like them back and that I am too much work for anyone at the moment lmao!!!