Letter to myself
Dear Wondrous Mind... dear Madeline, Well the end is near for this journey, at least for course credit it is. But though our time together is coming to an end, our journey is still not over. I've learned a lot about life, the world, and myself over the past ten weeks. You may find it strange when I say it, but you, my blog, have taught me more about life than any compilation of words, posts, videos or pictures could explain.
Photo Credit: Madeline Apperson You have taught me to look at myself from a different point-of-view; one which steps back to break down the ways of the world. I have learned that as we grow up we realize that life is not perfect and perhaps we are not as functional as we once thought. Sometimes it is the things that make us less functional, less perfect, and most scared, which direct us to the things that make us happy. And through your weeks, I have learned just that. For each tear, each moment of anxiety, and every chance to escape from fear, reminds me of my goal (set up through you), to achieve happiness. With you, we have ventured to yoga classes, made tea, searched for relaxing products, and even bought a bunny. Together we have gone out into this strange world searching for things to make us happy. Sure these "things" were exciting and made us happy, but how long could 12 tea bags last, 16 pieces of gum stay flavorful, and a bunny stay so sweet and innocent? It was a matter of time before these events were over, gone, or grew up, to which we realized we needed something else to make us happy. So we detoxed and bought a dog, and even ate granola bars searching for similar results. Of course these worked. But they too came and went. Now, looking back, we sure did stumble over the best stress management, reliever, and voice of all time; ourselves. There is no food, no drink, no pet, or no practice that can fully make us happy. Sure these things all help, and perhaps the past statement contradicts all that I have posted within your walls, but there is nothing as sweet as self-satisfaction. I told you from day 1 what my mom said, "you dictate your own happiness." It was our voice and our life which we once complained about, felt anxious by, and even overwhelmed, but through the weeks we've learned to find our happiness within. I appreciate our journey and those who have been along for the ride. Yes I learned how to manage my stress, but what I learned most of all was myself. until next time... -m













