Mar 15, 2025
-Draco Malfoy and the Unfortunate Dilemma of Harry Potter
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-Draco Malfoy and the Unfortunate Dilemma of Harry Potter
-Draco Malfoy and the Unfortunate Dilemma of Harry Potter
-Draco Malfoy and the Unfortunate Dilemma of Harry Potter
-Draco Malfoy and the Unfortunate Dilemma of Harry Potter
I am once again thinking. Of the people I knew, are they thinking of me as much as I do of them? Do the people that everything ended sour with, are they doing okay right now? Because they were the people i once cherished and loved. I know some are likely cussing me out or hating me.
Don't get me wrong i'm not a saint, I did/do wish for mischief on them, but more like inconvenience, little things that would annoy them. But the other part of me hopes they are doing fine.
Because the love that once was there keeps asking if I regret it, ending it all. And if I'm being honest, at time I don't and at other times I do. Sometimes doubts crawl all over me like bugs trying to dig themselves deeper under my skin.
Okay. Got a call from mother and I am emotionally drained. Her first two questions were why I don't call her and if I got secretly married.
Cousin (aquarius like me) got secretly married. And I didn't tell mother for a month if not more that I got a job.
She would ask me if i'm dating some guy from work. I work with truckers (most are either young and married or old, granpa old... and others are rude..). And she asked if some man was cute... kill me on the spot.
Her assumption of me not telling her if i ever get married are true. If I ever would get married may she pray to Gods that she finds out not the day off the weeding.
Sigh
If I smoked i would be taking a long drag from a cigarette now. Sadly I don't and won't.
Like I get that mother doesn't understand us and doesn't know what to talk with us, and it feels like she's trying but its too late.
I was so pumped to do art before the call. EH...lets go on a walk maybe it will make me better
A bit of tmi. You been warned.
I am on my period or soon to be and I'm getting such bad cramps that dead doesn't sound so bad right now.
The pain is so bad that it got me contemplating what kind of sins did I commit in my past life.
If i could, I would take this beast of a uterus of mine out and put it in a box until it calms down. Naughty uteruses get time out.