SunbearSunny

most of the time, I have no idea what I'm doing in my ripe age of 28. so join me in my jack in a box like creative detours, word salads and life scrambles

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So this is a doodle of a doodle of faces I did, that just clicked in my brain [oh, they are in love]. So I thought that my art was getting too sad so here is overwhelmingly sweet art.

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A silly little video

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So... I am working on an artwork and I turn off the layer... why does this look sort of good...

Even with all the mistakes it looks good...

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Pride month just began and the first thing I find in the flat is a tit. I know they are somewhere i just can't find the light guy.

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The bird, I do not have a sentient boob running around the flat and hiding.

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Soo... here is a doodle.

Are they roommates, are they lovers. I believe its obvious.

This sketch is what led me to the other on top... .

Soo... hope you don't mind this ...

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Endless failure.

So I am mentally dead. idk why the shadows and lightning kicked my ass. I official have a love - hate relationship with this piece now. It was fun, yet challenging at times.

So a bit of the lore i have created. There are a lot of cupid's so the job is highly competitive, to the point that tampering with others bows and arrows is commen practice (not encouraged). Usually an arrow breaks before being shot indicating bad timing (be it a few seconds or years too early) or they are not ment to be, depending on the split. But because of demand the quality is also not the best, and its hard to differentiate good and bad arrow to the naked eye. So if the defective arrow splits in the target they are doomed to a miserable love. The thing is if a cupid has enough failures they are given two option: become a heartbreak cupid or dissappear from existence. Some chose the position switch, but others that have deep love for "creatures" (humans & animals ect.) can't bare the harm they have caused, not wanting to do even more than what they have done. The decide to erase themselves.

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Fish out of water, gouache and markers on paper.

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My wip art atm.

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Oc art, half way done with line art.

My set of for the art, nothing is sponsored (though it would be funny to say.) The mint sprite could be more minty.

And here's a snippet of my brain work and a biy of singing idk.

Believe thats enough of my monkey dancing.

Bye-bye

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I am once again thinking. Of the people I knew, are they thinking of me as much as I do of them? Do the people that everything ended sour with, are they doing okay right now? Because they were the people i once cherished and loved. I know some are likely cussing me out or hating me.

Don't get me wrong i'm not a saint, I did/do wish for mischief on them, but more like inconvenience, little things that would annoy them. But the other part of me hopes they are doing fine.

Because the love that once was there keeps asking if I regret it, ending it all. And if I'm being honest, at time I don't and at other times I do. Sometimes doubts crawl all over me like bugs trying to dig themselves deeper under my skin.

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Went to the vet to give smudge vaccination.

He didn't like it but he was a brave, good boi.

The carrier tho... that bitches strap broke off. And the carrier is flimsy so I had to carry him in my hands so lets say I carrier the beast for 30 min. And smudge doesn't hate me

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harriet fangs >:3

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Anatomy driving me crazy like no other

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Found my strawberry seedlings. Now i wonder should I get, blueberry bush, grapes or figs to grow on the balcony?

blueberry

grapes

figs

Voting ended onApr 16

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Anatomy messing with me

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Sigh

My father's said I am not an artist... I know he didn't have bad intentions, but it hurt.

His reasoning is because I don't sell art and just do it for myself...

which is also what a lot of artist do.... so idk what he is thinking