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ando valiendo verga bien recio, la pinshi uni me quiere violar

[justanotherokayghost]

I say sorry for being in people's way when I have every right to be there. I stand in the back of a crowd so everyone else can see. I say sorry when people bump in to me. I'm always sorry for taking up too much space, for being alive. Like shit I hope one day I will stop apologizing for existing.

[justanotherokayghost]

In a poem in grade school about my best friend, the last line was if only I could be as skinny as her. And nobody told grade school me that weight doesn't matter, or that health was the most important, or that I was still beautiful. To this day I am extremely obese and my old best friend is anorexic. Nobody told us as grade schoolers that weight doesn't define you and now to this day it does.

[justanotherokayghost]

What if all guns had cameras on them and they took a photo at every shot. You would have to see what you have destroyed. Or like shooting a pumpkin would be a super cool picture. I'm not even against guns, but I'm against the killing if innocent people. If there was a photo of each person as they were being shot, don't you think it would make people rethink pulling the trigger?

[justanotherokayghost]

I'm tired

Every single day I wake up and get myself ready for school, then I have to wake one of my parents up to take me. They then fight about whose turn it is. Then I go to school and usually come home hungry and with a headache. And instead of being with my parents( I would only want to be with my dad not my mom) or my friends I just spend my day alone watching the show I want to watch with my dad. But my dad is out “working” and my mom is out doing who knows what and I am left alone, just me and my dog. And no one, no friends, or family text or call to see how I’m doing or ask to hang out. And when my parents are in the house they are fighting with me or each other. And when my dad comes in to use the bathroom he harps on me to take my dog out or put wood in the fire. And my mom is in more, but she drives me crazy( just like her). But when she is out, which is frequently, she comes home extremely late and my dad stays out in the shop even though I am scared of being alone in our creepy house at night. And then when they eventually do come in, I’m still awake cause I couldn’t sleep, and they fight and keep me up. And I’m tired.

[justanotherokayghost]

When I tell you I can't write down everything I eat to help me loose weight because I'd be way to hard on myself, don't press it. Don't ask me why or what I mean by that. I'm not gonna tell you that when I eat to much I carve the word fat into my stomach or try and throw up to rid myself of it.

[justanotherokayghost]

I think the real Heroes are the ones who get out of bed every day and make it through the day with no one knowing they are struggling.

[justanotherokayghost]

It's funny cause every single guy I have ever talked to just stopped responding. Every one. Without a reason. Without any regrets. And yea most of them I had a crush on and was probably super annoying and overbearing, but this last one was a friend, nothing more, and he still left. I mean why do all the guys keep promising they will always be there for me and then leave. What am I doing wrong, is it cause I open up, do they get bored or what? I'm not asking them to fuck me or date me, just listen and stay. Every single fucking one said I could always come to them and now every single fucking one refuses to reply to me. And then I post things like this and all these girls tell me I'm beautiful and I just have to wait and that there is nothing wrong with me, but I thing the evidence supports something else; I am a piece of shit and nobody wants me