When I first thought about doing a blog I wanted to reflect my life. My ups, downs, and life experiences. Usually my personal life is kept out of social media because I have never wanted to be looked at as one of those needy sympathetic girls. As of late I have been dealing with a really bad break up and apart from that my life hasn't been going the way I planned. Ultimately, I am a very strong person and I will never give up on wanting a better life for myself. Staying strong is really a hard thing for me right now because I feel like I have no one to express myself to; I have so many things bottled up inside. My trust for people is at a all time low and the hurt I feel makes me numb all over. The reason for this form of expression is basically my outlet. Writing it down to allow myself to feel a little joy, even for today. Everyone in there life has went through something and every girl has went through a bad break up. Trying to keep busy and blocking out the pain is no longer an option because it's starting to consume me. I know this rut is temporary, trust me this isn't a cry for help, I will continue to stay strong and work towards the success of my future, but being able to express myself even for a minute has made me feel the most joy I have felt in days. 😏