Adulting is hard and can hurt you in the long run
You know what sucks about adulting? When you find your self the love of your life and everything goes well, you get married buy a house. But when things get good it ends horribly. I am talking about my life right now. I had met who was supposed to be the love of my life. We bought a house and got married Halloween of 2016. Everything was going well then things started to go bad. His family started to run his life fill his head with lies. Then the worst Happened... A close friend of his came back to his life and soon he lost sight of me in general. Our love drifted apart. We fought more then anything. He wanted a divorce he didn't want to fix it. My world went upside down. It turned out he was cheating on me with his friend keeping it from me. She and I had become friends she kept it from me. We talked about what was going on and used it to fuel his heart to love her more. Then one day I heard his tablet go off ( his tablet is connected to his phone so texts go to tablet) I was trying to be nice and charge it. I looked at it I new the password and he always let me use it. I looked at the messages... I found texts about them going out when I wasn't home. Doing... Unspeakable things that a married man would do with another woman. I confronted him about it he didn't say a word just looked at me when I showed him the proof. I looked at him with hate and said.
"Thanks.... At least I was the loyal in this relationship..." Then I walked away.
I am a woman who is caring and sensitive. I also have a kidney disease that holds me back on alot of things... I'm the beginning... He said he would never cheat... Divorce wasn't the answer that we would work it out... Now... Now I know how weak he is... That I am not the woman he wanted... Now I struggle to pack my things from the house we worked on together... Together now I'm alone doing everything on my own....