Nov 10, 2020
IG: worththebullet
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IG: worththebullet
If you don't support me now at my shows How can you support me later at my concert ? I smile though it all but deep down it really hurts I look into the audience and don't see a lot of familiar faces But the chance is mine so I grab it around the neck and take it There's no need for fakin I'm as genuine as they come My energy radiates greater than your daily sun I don't need your accolades because I've already won I look at who I've become And I love that shit I carry the weight of the world on my shoulder , I make the axis shift I was given a gift So Imma keep doing me I hope you get the hint
Yesterday ,
I decided not to be a bridge anymore. The wooden pieces that kept me together are worn & have grown tired of being walked over. No more shortcuts will be taken with me . Go the long way and show me your effort. I'm broken and shattered in certain places where I let some people make a home out of me. They would bring their covers and make themselves comfortable. I allowed this to happen until I turned into the bridge motel. People staying and leaving, staying and leaving. The most realistic repetition. I played symphony's of pure intentions as they slept. I decided not to be a bridge anymore. That I won't be taken advantage of and walked over. If you want me in your life , take the long way and show me your effort.
Dear whoever is reading this ,
It's 11:24 p.m & I can't sleep. I have bags under my eyes that are the size of an infants hands. My eyes, bloodshot red because tears and blood go hand in hand. My reflection doesn't look the same. I don't feel the same . I'm losing hope each day. It's too much going on and it's weighing me down. My battery is on 47% so I guess me writing this was meant to be. I'm hurting internally. I don't know who to trust . I don't know who to confide in. I'm constantly letting people in and I regret it every time. I met a woman two days ago that told me I was a light. She continued on and said a spirit was speaking through her and that she wants me to know some people see a light in me that they wish they had and it's not my fault , but continue to shine. I'm trying . But it's hard when your new next door neighbor is darkness. Not that I visit it or anything , but it watches me and tries to attack when it sees that I'm vulnerable. My mom is in the hospital and I'm trying to distract myself from thinking about it . I know she is okay . I have to speak it into existence. I wish i had someone I could just call and cry to or arms to hold me . Im used to being alone but everyone needs someone ya know ? Idc how strong you are . Everyone has a breaking point . And I've broken into a thousand pieces cautiously trying to build myself back up. I prayed tonight and it felt good to have someone to talk to. When I was done , my hands were stuck . I couldn't move them and I felt so much energy flowing through. It was magical . I appreciate experiences like that. It's 11:40 p.m now and I'm about to call my mom to see how's she's doing.
Hey , I'm WorthTheBullet Spoken word artist , singer , raper, and actress. College student aspiring to make it out Baltimore, MD. I'm all about spreading love,positive vibes, and energy ❤️ New song dropping on soundcloud soon soundcloud: worththebullet IG : itsworththebullet
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