Hi! Love your work! Just started reading WR and I am just a teeny bit confused. Is Sherlock a girl? Because I did notice in the chapter "The Rat of Sumatra" that he has scars on his chest, so I assumed there were because of surgery? Care to explain? Hehe xx
Sherlock was born a woman. At some point in his life (and even I’m not sure at this point--Sherlock keeps secrets even from me), he chose to live as a man. He refers to himself as a man. He did not change his name.
When I first started WR, I had discussions with trans people in fandom about how best to portray his transition on the page without making the whole story about him being trans. Whatever Remains is a story about characters who happen to be a certain way while the story itself isn’t about the way they are. Stories where trans people go through trials and tribulations are important, but I also think trans people need...just a story. So that’s how WR was born.
Initially, I was going to draw Sherlock binding. That would have been the most likely scenario at the time. While hormone therapy and what we now call top surgery did exist, it wasn’t anywhere near as accessible, as I’m sure you can imagine.
After coming to the conclusion that drawing Sherlock binding might inadvertently portray dangerous binding methods, the few people I talked with and I decided that top surgery (or a bilateral mastectomy) was the most responsible way for me to illustrate Sherlock’s transition.
In Whatever Remains, Sherlock will not experience any notable dysphoria. He doesn’t mind wearing a dress or makeup for a disguise even though he prefers his suits. He will be shown doing vocal exercises and lifting weights to maintain his physique. John will see these things and think nothing of them.