Jun 16, 2022
what i think: when i think about the two of us i always think of astronomy, we were a binary star system, two locked in a mutually destructive tango, and our relationship is the universe, with our violent and intense and beautiful beginning and how eventually all of our particles met their antimatter and everything dissolved into nothingness and the world and our love ended with a whisper because all of creation, all of you and i, was an accident, a fluctuation in order, and entropy and time has been trying to restore balance, and they have succeeded, but i’m glad i knew you like i’m glad that our timeline exists even after all of our atoms are scattered into the void
what i say: haha stars are so fucking gay
#if it wasn’t apparent this is about my first love#lol you know the meme about the really intense same-sex friendship that has incredible amounts of homoeroticism?#that. that's what this is about#anyways first post!!#excited :)#expect a lot of yearning on my blog folks#all about the same person too#because i'm a dumb bitch#sapphic#poetry?#yearning#much yearning#wretched <3#prose#idk it's hard to tell the difference#gay#queer poetry#queer!#space#astronomy#oh yeah this vaguely references that 'timelapse of the future' video