An important change in my life.
Hello everyone, I know that many of you will not affect what I am about to write but I still wanted to do it. Yesterday I thought a lot about my future and the things I like to do. My hobbies, my passions. You know that I am enrolled at the University of foreign languages and cultures. Beautiful faculties but very heavy and stressful. Especially for Russian, the language that I love to death but with very strict teachers. I managed to "survive" until the first half of the year but now I can not anymore. And since I was staying in that University only for Russian; I found myself wondering if I had mistaken faculty. My dream, my passion has always been to write. But I always assumed that he would be just a hobby, and I would not be able to make it a job. I know that everyone can write but it is clear that if I enroll at the University of letters I would be more benefited. I'm not saying I do not like languages or foreign cultures anymore. Absolutely not! But perhaps it is not my vocation, I will also talented but I'm talented for writing too. The world of literature has saved me many times and maybe it will even now. I will not surpass one year if every time I pick up a book of Russian I can not breathe. So I came to the solution to change and go to university of letters (I do not have to do any tests because I have already passed.) And maybe make some single course of language and not have to give up any of my passions. The venue is the same and I not have to say goodbye to my colleagues. Maybe, for once, It can be me who living my dream. I will not give up ever again. My life starts now. I look forward to writing again, I missed it to die.
PS: I know it will look stupid or anything to you but it's a bit thanks to you @cinnamaldeide The answer to the question of my ideal dream (here) had not satisfied me, even had saddened me. It's true that it was a while since I thought about it but, who knows, maybe it was this that give me courage. Thank you :)