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bts reaction to their gf thinking they love someone else

Jin had been trying to find a way to broach the subject for some time now. Lately, you had begun to give him the cold shoulder. Every time he would walk into the room your smile would disappear, and you’d withdraw into yourself. He’d think it over and over and still have no solution as to why things had changed. The situation was only adding to the stress of his vocal practices. He wouldn’t be able to handle his straining cords being the reason the group would have to delay their next comeback. He would want to share his fears with you, but you haven’t been around as of late. When he’d walk into your shared home, he’d spot you sitting in the living room. The moment your eyes would connect, you’d get up and quietly announce you were going to bed. At this Jin would be wholly fed up with all the skirting around you’ve been doing. He’d march up behind you, grabbing you by the wrist and swinging you around to look at him. Looking up at him you’d see his eyes narrow, and lips set in a straight line. He’d profess everything that had begun to burn away at his patience. Fighting back tears, you’d reveal your fear of him being with someone else, to which he’d scoff. He’d call you selfish for thinking only of your insecurities and ignoring his own. Falling to your knees, you’d sob apologies into your hands, realizing the mistake you’ve made. Pursing his lips, he’d take a deep breath to calm himself before any more hurtful words could escape him, and further deteriorate your relationship. This hurdle was something the both of you would have to work on if this was to prosper, and he’d tell you as much as he’d crouch down and encase you in his arms, letting you cry into his shoulder.

“Jagi… if we want this to work, the communication between us has to be better. Acting childish and not confronting the problem doesn’t help the situation. It’s the one thing that can end what’s between us. Please try to learn from this and open up to me before making assumptions.” ☁

You couldn’t stop the haunting thoughts you had every night when you laid by yourself . Sometimes you started to wonder if he was actually in the studio all the times he’s claimed to be . He hasn’t been around in so long you can’t fight off your own insecurities . These days your boyfriend was never home, he had to work on an album and have it ready in a certain amount of time . Which was something you always supported but you hadn’t seen him in a while, and at this point, you felt single . You couldn’t stop the tears from falling onto his pillow tonight . You were so submerged in your own feelings that you didn’t even hear him enter the house . Yoongi furrows his eyebrows as he hears your sniffling .

“Baby?” your eyes widened slightly when you heard him in the bedroom not realizing he’d heard you crying . When he reaches for you, you instantly distance yourself from his cold fingers . He stares at you before he softly whispered “What’s wrong?” You hesitated, wondering if you should tell him or not . After a few minutes, you decide to answer him, letting him know how much pain he’s been causing your heart .” Y/N , this is my job… I know I haven’t been home lately, but I'm under a lot of pressure… not only physically but emotionally as well . “ He buried his face in his hands “ I really wish I had your support… since I don’t really have anything else..” You looked at him and realized you were being sort of selfish . You gently grab his hands and make him look at you . “Yoongi…. I do support you . I’ve just been too in my head lately . “ He nods slowly “I’m sorry I haven’t been around to protect you from your demons . But I love you Y/N .. you’re my strength so please never forget that.” He gently strokes your cheek “I promise to take breaks and to come home from time to time . Don’t be afraid to come spend some time with me in the studio . “ He pops out his infamous gummy smile, and you realize he’s never stopped loving you . ☔

Hoseok would seek you out, tired of having his text messages over the last week or two left on read. Upon finding you, he’d bring face to face the issue at hand. He’d be vocal about how he’s been feeling lonely and pushed aside. He’d admit that he has been stressed out with this new choreography he has to come up with. The new dance routine taking up all his time and even keeping him up late due to his need to perfect it. Standing there listening to everything he’d gotten off his chest, tears would immediately roll down your cheeks. At the sight of them, Hoseok would instantly become alarmed, hands midway to you not knowing whether he should comfort you or if he had hurt you in some way. Through your tears, you’d blurt out how you’d believed he was in love with someone else, that you’d been struggling with how to let him go. Acknowledge aloud your inhibitions about your relationship and your standing with him. You’d apologize, hands wiping and covering your face. His eyes would widen in shock before he would plaster a huge smile on his face and sweep you up in his arms. Arms wrapped tightly around you, as he nuzzles your hair, laughing with joy.

“I’m sorry, beautiful. There’s no way I could possibly love anyone else. You are my strength that keeps me going every day. I’m too selfish with you to let anyone share in the love you save just for your Hobi.” ☁

It would be a rare day where Namjoon was home, trying to spend time with you. He would think you’d be happy; instead, every attempt he’d make at having a conversation you’d give one-word answers to, and any intimate contact you’d find a way to remove yourself from. Namjoon would begin to feel frustrated and restless not knowing what was wrong. Had he done something to upset you? Or could something be bothering you that you didn’t want to burden him with? He’d sit there lost in his mind, going over every possibility, or situation, that could have led to this relationship becoming destitute of any affection. Reaching for you and having you slightly move away as if moving to do something would be the last straw that broke the camel’s back. Finally confronting you about your recent indifference, with exasperation bleeding into every word, you’d finally crack and ask him if he still loved you. Namjoon would stare at you in confusion before stating that he does, in fact, love you. He’d then want to discuss why you would even question it. You’d be too afraid to voice your recent fears, but he would gently sit down with you and encourage you to speak with him. After some gentle prodding, you would confess to him every negative thought that had manifested for the last few weeks. Namjoon would feel horrible after hearing this and would explain how he’d been letting himself get too absorbed into producing the new album, that he’d been neglecting you as a result. Expressing his frustration and terrible need to perfect every beat. He’d pull you close to him and hold you in his arms as he placed a kiss at your hairline.

“Baby, I’m so sorry... I never meant to create a rift or the illusion of me somehow moving on from you. I promise to work on managing my time between us and work better.” ☁

You ended up staying home from work that day since you weren’t feeling well . Lately, you had felt like you had barely been receiving attention from Jimin . You understood how busy he was all the time, but you couldn’t help but feel like he’s sort of forgotten about you . But little did you know Jimin had noticed how you were acting . He wasn’t sure as to what had changed between the two of you, but he was determined to figure out what was wrong and fix it . He didn’t want to lose his entire world, that would break his heart . When Jimin arrives at the house, he looks for you immediately . When he sees you lying on the sofa with the television off, he’d lay down beside you but wouldn’t say anything at first . He’d just listen to your breathing as he held you in his arms . After a few minutes he gathers up the courage to ask you whats wrong . Once he found out that he’s the reason you were so blue he’d be so disappointed in himself . He’d instantly feel like a terrible boyfriend . He ran his fingers through your hair and made sure you got everything out, never interrupting or cutting you off once . He’d caress your cheeks and look into your eyes .

“I love you more than I love myself and I want you to know I’m sorry I’ve made you feel this way. He pauses for a second as if he’s afraid of your answer . “Can I make it up to you?” You nod and with that Jimin takes you out and shows the world just how much he loves his baby .   ☔

Taehyung would be searching for you; opening the doors as he passed by, calling your name into each room. He couldn’t understand why you had disappeared. The two of you had entered Big Hit together, on your way to the practice room to retrieve something he’d forgotten. He’d spotted his noona and asked you to wait a moment while he spoke with her. When he turned to call you over you’d disappeared. He began looking for you all over, hoping you hadn’t left the building. He’d finally find you in an empty dance practice room that was used by trainees. The place would be dark, but he’d hear your sniffles and call out to you. You’d instantly try to quiet yourself, but he would turn the lights on, and his wide eyes would zero in on you. His eyebrows furrowing in concern upon seeing your tear-stained face. Quickly reaching your side, he crouched down and reached his hand up to wipe your tears, but you move away from him. His hand suspended in the air before returning to his side, and he quietly asks you why you’ve been shunning him lately. You wouldn’t answer which would, in turn, make him question you and whine more before word vomit got the best of you. Hearing your concerns, he’d look at you with sad, guilt-ridden eyes. Voicing the thoughts that you believed he was in love with his noona and that you would leave him to be happy if he were only honest with you, made him realize how wrong he’d been at this. Not knowing how to answer you he’d stand up, pulling you up with him. Turning and walking out with your wrist in his hand so you wouldn’t escape; you stared at his back confused. Reaching the dance practice room you were previously on your way to earlier would only confuse you more. Swinging the door open to a dark room, and suddenly the lights would come on, shocking you. All the boys and staff members you’d become friends with were all there shouting “Surprise!”, With a giant banner with the words “Happy Birthday” printed in large letters on it. Tae’s noona from before, rolling in a birthday cake. Taehyung would wrap his arm around you from behind, placing a kiss on your shoulder before placing his chin on the same spot. Then he’d whisper into your ear that he had only been planning a surprise for you.

“I’m sorry I made you believe I didn’t care anymore. I was only asking noona for her help on what kind of birthday surprise party I should throw. I needed it to be as perfect as the girl I’m in love with. I hope you like it.” ☁

For weeks Jungkook had been trying to get you to hang out with him, but for some reason, you kept declining, and he couldn’t figure out why . After three full weeks of not seeing you, he had decided to go and ask the boys what they think on the situation . Jungkook is still young and wouldn’t realize that him being playful with other girls while in a relationship had caused you to become jealous and distant . Once he figures out what was wrong he’d be out of the house so fast . Even though Jungkook isn’t good with emotions and isn’t very experienced with relationships, he’s still a sweetheart . He’d pick you up some flowers and your favorite candies before showing up on your doorstep . He’d ring the doorbell, holding a bouquet of purple hyacinths, the flower of forgiveness . He wasn’t too sure you’d actually forgive him, but he was hoping you would . He’s snapped out of his thoughts when the door opens . He looks down at your tear-stained cheeks, and a wave of guilt washed over him . He knew he caused this and he wished he was more observant . He takes in a breath of air before he speaks

“I only have eyes for you . “ ☔

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You would be at a restaurant that Jin had invited you to, waiting to be seated. Once the host shows you to your seats, and hands you the menus, you begin discussing what to eat. Jin would recommend a couple of dishes he’s had there on prior visits. You’d nod and then try to think of how you would order your meal in Korean. You wanted to impress him and show him you’d been diligently studying.

When the waitress would come to get your orders, Jin would begin telling her what it was he wanted and then turn to you to ask what it was you'd like. Instead of answering him, you'd start to place your order in Korean. The waitress would look at you in amusement, not entirely sure of what you were asking for. Jin understanding what it was you had meant to say, would clarify your order for you. You'd sit there confused until Jin explained your mistake. He'd laugh, and you would cover your face in embarrassment. He'd be quick to reassure you.

"Y/N, don't hide away. You did well; I can tell that you are trying. It's pretty cute how you stuttered your order." ☁

Yoongi had been in the studio working on his music when you had arrived with food for him . You stood by the door, not wanting to interrupt his work . You knew how he could get sometimes when he’s busy and in the zone . He eventually noticed your presence and turned to look at you.

“Y/N come here I have a question .” You slowly walk over and sit in the chair next to the one he’s in . “Repeat after me Y/N.”He reads you off some lyrics and you repeat them, not saying it all correctly . The pout he normally wore on his lips quickly faded and his gummy smile appeared . “Y/N I think this is the cutest you’ve ever been . “ You blushed and tried to hide your cheeks behind your hands . He slowly moves your hands from your face . “ Don’t be shy . I’ll teach you the lyrics to my songs and the meaning behind them . “

You smiled brightly at his kindness . “Anything to spend more time with you .” ☔

You would be pretty damn nervous. It’d finally be the day where you would meet Hoseok’s older sister. Somehow every time she’d come over you would be out of the country or busy with work. You’d always feel horrible, since Hoseok had been wanting you to meet someone so important to him. So finally, it was all planned perfectly around a time he would be free of schedules and you wouldn’t be away.

You would be walking into a cafe, where his sister would be sitting with a cup of tea, waiting for you. Upon seeing her brother approach with you, she’d stand and give him a tight hug, a huge ,brilliant smile on her face. You would stand there in awe of how similar the two really were looked. Hoseok would proudly introduce you to her. You would bow to her but she would just pull you into a hug, too excited to finally meet the person her brother wouldn’t shut up about. You’d return her hug, and go to say a greeting to her. But in all your nerves, you’d completely jumble it all up. She’d pull back and cover her mouth, trying to hide her giggles as Hoseok wrapped his arms you, full out laughing.

“See? Isn’t Y/N as cute as I told you?”

She would quickly nodded in agreement, a huge smile on her face.☁

You would accompany Namjoon to a bookstore he’d been excited about visiting. He had told you about all the vintage books they would have there at discounted prices. His excitement was merely rubbing off on you, hoping you could find a book to help with your studies. You couldn't help but feel happy you had decided to come with him once you were walking through aisles and aisles of bookshelves. There would be many you couldn't read, the grammar being too advanced for you.

Not really finding what you would be looking for, you would go in search of Namjoon to ask for his help. You’d find him with his nose buried in the pages of a book. Not wanting to bother him, you walk to one of the employees in the next aisle. You would begin to explain what it was you were looking for. The employee staring at you trying to figure out what you had been asking him. Namjoon’s light chuckles would catch your attention, he’d step in and speak to the employee, who would nod and head off in the direction you had come from. You’d face him, complaining that you had it covered, and he’d laugh nodding. You’d pout, and he would scrunch his face in the way he does and wrap you in a hug.

“Baby, don’t be afraid to ask for my help. I’m always willing to help, although seeing you try is pretty endearing.” ☁

You and Jimin stood outside the door of his parent’s house . He gave your hands a gentle squeeze . “ Don’t be nervous Y/N, we’ve been friends for so long and I know they’re gonna love you so please try to relax.” He sends a reassuring smile your way as he gives your hand a gentle squeeze . When he thinks you’re ready he takes you in to meet his parents, he opens the door and you two walk in . You greet his family and everyone gets ready to have dinner . Once dinner is made, everyone has a seat and begins eating . Out of the corner of your eye you spot a stray cat in the window . You smile as you point at the cat, saying dog in korean . Jimin’s family starts laugh lightly but you aren’t sure as to why . Jimin gives your thigh a light squeeze

“ Y/N thats a cat .” Your cheeks heat up . “What did i say?” You mumble as you look over at him . He sends you a soft smile as he responds “You said it was a dog . “ You yourself start laughing at your own mistake . Jimin smiles at how cute you were being . “Listen Y/N I’ll teach you korean, you’ll have to know it so you can communicate with my family better . “ He gives your hand a light squeeze, making you blush again as you nod . ☔

Tae and you were at the mall, he was helping you pick out some clothes for a date you had later in the week . You followed Tae around the store like a lost puppy, when it came to clothes you were a disaster . You had asked Tae to help you so you wouldn’t scare your date off . Tae asks where you two were going for the date so he’d know what type of outfit to pick for the setting . While you follow Tae around you start to name all the different articles in korean . Tae wears a shy smile as he listens to you say every single word wrong . “ Y/N … stop being so cute . “ You weren’t sure as to why he was calling you cute but it didn’t make you stop speaking korean wrong . He hands you clothes and sends you on your merry way to go try some things on . He lets out a soft sigh .

“ Why aren’t I the one taking you on a date Y/N .” He shook his head as he looked down at his shoes . He soon hears the dressing room doors open and your eyes immediately meet his . “ You’re so beautiful . “ ☔

Jungkook had invited you over so he could teach you how to play a video game . He hadn’t really told you much about the game but you assumed it was in korean . So you decided you’d brush up on your korean before you got there to impress the boy . After you think you’ve studied roughly enough, you head out to Jungkook’s . When you arrived Kookie would put the game in, teaching you how to play . You’d try to say something in korean, pronouncing it wrong . Jungkook being brat would tease you, but he’d make sure not to tease you too much .

“ Ahhh its okay I could teach you sometime, if you want .” This made your heart swell . You threw your excitement filled body on top of his, giving him a bone crushing hug . His face immediately heats up .

“ If I’ll always be rewarded I’ll teach you anything you want to learn .” He smiled letting his bunny teeth show . ☔

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We’re still alive!

We are soooo sorry! We’ve been pretty busy with personal matters and like before working on solo projects. But we will be posting soon. We’ve started working on a couple of requests and can’t wait to finish them for you all.

As for solo stuff:

C has started posting nsfw one shots and drabbles and will be finishig the first chapter to a couple of her series soon.

B will be posting a couple of drabbles/one shots and is currently editing the first draft of the first chapter of one of her series.

We’re trying to get all caught up and post in both places. We’re going to be extremely busy the last week of september so we want to be as active as possible. Hope you all can forgive the long absence.

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Hi everyone! 

We’re sorry we’ve been mia the last week or so. We’ve been a bit caught up with real life. It’s been kicking our butts a bit. We’ve also been busy with working on some of our personal fics. We should hopefully be finishing up some requests sometime this weekend. 

Once again we’re sorry for the hold up.

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They also have a mask making company together. It's a small one at the moment but they have already had a mask in a smaller film here in the US! I'm very proud of them~ ^^ They've also offered me to sculpt for molds for them since I'm the artsy type. I'm also learning Korean. I've learned a lot but I still have a lot to go! Fortunately I have some spare time in which I study. I also have some native friends to help me. Ah, sorry this is quite long. Especially if you didn't expect an answer 🙈

Would we be able to know which film? Or what the mask looks like?? That’s really cool and amazing. You help to make molds aefjenlfjaewlf So lucky!!!

We’re happy you’ve found a good balance in your life to pursue so many things and to even juggle in Korean! You are truly inspiring to us!!!

It’s not long at all!!! Don’t be shy or embarrassed. We love interacting with you all!

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I'm not sure if you wanted me to actually answer your questions but I'm going to since I'm passionate about many of the same things! I absolutely love makeup and skincare! I definitely want to be a makeup artist. I'm looking into doing a 2 week course thing for idol makeup in Korea, maybe next year?? I'm not sure yet but my brother and cousin own a company and are looking into maybe doing a haunted house this year, which they've chosen me for the makeup. If not this year then definitely next.

C: OMG!! You sound amazing! I can’t believe it! I admire you, I wish I could do what you’re doing and going after my dreams. It so amazing I hope to someday see your work. You’re so lucky to have such amazing opportunities and to actually take them instead of letting them pass you by. Never ever let that happen, your dreams are always worth pursuing and fighting for.

B: Everything that you said is truly inspiring! Is there anyway to be able to see what you’ve done? Like any past make up looks? I would love to see them, from one make up artist to another. Just see to share looks and ideas. I hope you achieve all of your goals.

Of course we wanted you to answer silly! We are curious to know about you guys~

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You seem like you're both close friends, not just an internet duo kind of thing so how did y'all meet? Have you known each other for a while? Also, how did you guys discover BTS?

Hi Lovey~

-How did y’all meet?-

B: Um, we met at BAP conceeeert.

C: LOL yes

B: Yes we are actually friends in real life, so I guess it doesn’t count as internet friends? Not that internet friends isn’t real life. You guys know what I mean

C: Yeah, exactly.

B: We’re in person friends

C: LOL Stfu

B: Did you just tell me to shut up… you’re so fucking rude.

C: XD

-Have you known each other for a while?-

C: Yes we have!

B: Uhhh over a year

C: We met last.. March?

B: Yes, like end of March.

C: No it was like March 7th..

B: No *judges cloudless* It was like April.

C: Oh yeah it was April 7th

B: I thought it was the April 5th

C: What? Why do I keep saying 7? 

B: I don’t know you crackhead. Imma punch you.

C: Don’t!

*WE DO RESEARCH*

C: Ohhh we got there the 7th. The concert was the 8th and the DC one was the 9th.

B: So we were half right? Yeah, we were half right.

-how did you guys discover BTS?-

B: I remember how I discovered BTS. Umm, Jimin was the first member I saw. I remember yesterday *spoken a true grandman* Did you call me a grandma?

C: Yes, yes I did.

B: That’s okay me and Yoongi can me grandma and grandpa together. What was I saying before you interrupted me with your stupid comment?

*reminds her*

B: at the time I didn’t who he was or what he did. I just saw people on twitter saying he had plastic surgery. I was like so what it’s his business leave the boy alone. Then I decided to do some research.

*reads her answer to her*

B: On him. Not the surgery. 

C: I know lol.

B: and then it lead me back to BTS. I discovered the rest of the members. For some reason I couldn’t say Yoongi’s name though. But it’s okay he’s bae. Ever since I first laid eyes on him. Then I just watched them evolve and grow. I’m just so proud of mi boi! *gets in them gay feelz*

C: I got into them around DOPE era. I decided to randomly watch it when it was out and that was a wrap. I saw Namjoon and was shook when he opened his mouth and that deep ass voice came out of him and just those dimples sucked me in. After that I watched all their videos and got to know all the members and just fell more in love Namjoon and all the members. I just feel so proud of the journey they’ve undergone to get here and are still on. My heart just adores them so much!!! *also enters them gay feelz!*

So yeah those are the answers to those questions lol! Thanks for sending them in. We were honestly touched by the fact that you had even taken notice of our relationship! Thank you so much!!! We love you!!

How did you get into BTS? Who’s your bias? How long have you been a fellow A.R.M.Y.

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What do you want to do as your life long career and why? Are you going to school for it and or do you plan to? I love your writings, truly! I make sure to check your blog everytime I come on Tumblr to see if you've added anything new. P.S. I requested the 32 and 2 drabble, i was so excited to read it! I loved it!! Thank you! ☺️

Henlo~

B: My life long career I would like to do beauty and photography because it’s like what I’ve wanted to do for as long as I can remember. My PASSION(JK’s voice) is strong for both of these things. Currently not in school (speaks in an obnoxious voice Claude rolls eyes), I need to get my life together before I can focus on my goals. In the works, there is a Youtube channel in the works for sometime mid-October. Possibly before Halloween since it’s my favorite holiday. 

C: Hmm, my life long career… would just be something with art. I love photography and drawing. I’ve loved drawing since I was a child, and I may not be the best at it but I love trying to improve and learning new things. I love nature and black and white photography. I just feel like it’s so calming and amazing to try to capture the beauty of it. I do not go to school sadly. I wish I could but life and money are big things impeding any of that. Someday I’d like to buy a camera and maybe start an instagram to share my photos. I may or may not have an insta for my art… or do I?? Muahaha oh ew.. that was ugly.

Thank you for your question love~ Also special thanks for showing us support it means a lot and for sending in a drabble request! I really enjoyed writing it! I’m so happy you enjoyed it!!

What are you passionate about? Do you currently study it?

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