#writing n stuff

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That feeling when you want to draw but drawing requires you to draw so then you don’t want to draw but then you still want to draw

the same goes for writing

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Hiiiiiii i’ve been thinking about this for a while but i have no writing skills i don’t know when you will see this but if you dan will please write the christian connor murphy x reader as soon as possible and can it be a fem reader but if you don’t want to do fem can you do gender neutral thank you so much i really hope you get this

»christian c. murphy | hcs.

warnings: none

req? yes // no

notes: HELLO HI HI IM SO SORRY THAT IM JUST NOW SEEING THIS!!!! I haven’t wrote for Connor Murphy in such a long time, but I do have an old draft of headcanons that I meant to post for part two!! I finished it last night at like 12am so it’s probably not my best work, but this ask rekindled my love for mr hot topic. I have some other drafts that I’ll hopefully post in the future tho!!!!! :))) xx Ro. 🕊

- so you kinda knew who Connor was

- you sat near him in art class and he seemed harmless enough

- yeah, you'd heard rumors, but you didn't usually listen to them

- doesn't mean you weren't wary of him

- anyway you usually went to the 9:30 mass

- because you were in the choir

- (if you don't sing, you can be the pianoman or you could do one of the readings idk)

- (whatever floats your boat, my friend B).)

- but the head of the parish activities (go with it) wanted you to do a solo at the 8:00 mass

- and you agreed

- so anyway you show up

- and it's going great so far

- and it's time for your solo !! (or reading)

- if you sing/read, you go on the alter

- and you do your bit

- and that's when you noticed Connor Murphy near the back of the hall

- Connor ??? Murphy ???

- what in whoville is he doing here

- and afterwards you go up to him and ask where his family is

- it's clear he doesn't want to be there with you

- but man if you didn't get to the bottom of why he was there

- he tells you that his parents were out in the car and he had to leave

- and he does

- however, you didn't recall seeing his parents in the building

- so you immediately know he's lying

- you see him in school throughout the week but don't really mention it, or even talk to him for that matter

- and you're figuring that it was mainly a one time thing

- but you go to your regular mass the next weekend

- and you'll never guess who was there !!!

- it was Connor

- (spoilers: he was trying to avoid you, and he thought he was being slick by going to the next mass)

- (double spoilers: he wasn't being slick)

- he actually thought you were attractive (because you are), but thought that you thought he was creepy and weird n shit

- which you don't

- so anyway at the end of mass, you come up to him and try to start a conversation (again)

- you called him out on his lie about his parents being out in the car waiting for him

- and he was like "o shit she’s just becoming more attractive"

- by the time you're done chewing him out you're like "anyway want to smoke a blunt out back? I know a place lol"

- and he's like "oh just because I present myself as dark and brooding means I smoke weed?"

- "well don't you?"

- "... yes"

- you end up taking him to your smoke spot (if u don't smoke, then you just took him out back to talk about stuff idk I just wanted to write that interaction)

- and that was the start of a beautiful friendship

- or relationship (;

- idk how to end this so if you want a pt 3 let me know.

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»christian c. murphy | hcs.

warnings: none

req? yes // no

notes: maybe ill make an xreader p2? for now just the hcs though. xx Ro

- so basically the Murphy family were pretty much devout Catholics

- Zoe and Connor went to a private Christian school until second grade

- and they went to church every Sunday

- they went to bible study after that

- they had their first communion

- all that good stuff

- when Connor was 12 (around the time he started acting out) they began to stop going to church

- maybe it was because they were busier and more stressed because of how Connor was acting

- who knows

- point is, they stopped going to mass

- and Connor (obviously) did too

- until he was sixteen

- it was really early in the morning (he had been out smoking a blunt by some abandoned buildings) and he was driving home

- and there was a shit ton of cars driving towards the chapel

- and he being the curious boy™️ he is, he drove towards the church

- maybe someone died???

- he didn't know

- spoilers: no one died

- anyway he kinda got roped into the group of people

- and he just stayed for church

- it was soothing to him

- he didn't feel closer to God or anything

- it was just nice to be where nobody could disturb you

- he'd sat in the very back

- and that's what he would do every Sunday from then on

- he didn't usually get dressed up all fancy

- but he wouldn't show up how he shows up for school

- he would clean himself up a little bit

- so anyway

- he'd always wake up at 7:30 and drive to the chapel for 8am mass

- because there are less kids there, so less screaming.

- they also didn't have the choir or the full band there

- only a soloist and a pianoman

- so it was quieter in that aspect too

- his family just thought he was out getting pot or smth.

- but he wasn't

- obviously.

- he'd gotten to be acquainted with a few of the ushers

- and I'm sure if you told them how he appeared to be at school, they wouldn't believe you

- "that Connor Murphy? he wouldn't hurt a fly!"

- it's just his time to decompress

- and he likes it

- yeah

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anyone? please???

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Ough I love old people sex being written as old people sex

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Y'all istg I need to sort shit in my notes app better

Cause I wrote like 2,000 words in there on my lunch break the other day, and I was gonna copy it onto an actual document and stuff right? But sometimes I make new notes at random or just write on whatever one's open so to find anything I have to search for guesstimated keywords?? Anyway I eventually found the 2k words of my essay on declining literacy rates under this cultivated and erudite title

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"Barbie has a good day every day Ken only has a good day when Barbie looks at him" something about living in a society that constantly provides you support and validation vs having to rely on individuals to fulfill a need meant to be met by a community