His tongue buzzes with the flavour, dawdling and taking its sweet time to fade away. It’s after a few seconds of the sensation that he clicks his lips and, again, like prodded, turns his head to the window.
London looks as it ever does, unchanging, dripping wet in mock sobriety and dripping wet with an arousal it still tries to endearingly conceal. The buildings murmur to one another as every little human story develops, like film, onto reality. Whether that’s depressing or encouraging in this day and age, everybody has an opinion of, but it’s still London, the London it’s always been, and that’s what matters.
As he glances at the sky, it’s the sudden desire for a change of scenario what spurs him on. As he closes his eyes, it’s the sudden howl slithering its way to the insides of the room what makes him put the pieces together.
Outside the window, the world goes on and on, indifferent, developing, disentangling from the tightly threaded rags everybody gets off on calling fate. Really, it’s just opportunity.
Back to the sound. It had a stomachic quality, that noise. The beginning of a storm, could be, yes, but that could easily as well not be the truth. More than anything it’s got to be a hint. A hint of what, well, see, a hint of a hunger. A craving. A nip of strong desire mixed in with the unswerving layer of death in his throat. It’s numbing down the cognac. It’s numbing down his whole mouth. That morning he woke up to the sound of a whisper, and that afternoon the whisper came back to him. The whole in between starts more to feel extraneous and malleable by nature. The written and unwritten words on the page start to feel inconsequential. The ink could melt away any second now, or disintegrate, taking the words with it.
It’s the sort of perspective only the presence of a heavenly being can bring. Whether it’s here, whether it will just be – he only has a hint. Don’t ask him all the questions.
He’s dropped the snifter, is what he has not noticed. It’s cried out into shards that now glitter the way the London night coat has long forgotten how to. Beautiful, seriously. He steps aside as Margaret has opened the door to find her boss shuffling away from broken glass. Comments and concerns are shared that he’s not bothered to hear, and so he nods away. Clean that, yeah, whatever. He secretly hoped to see some blood, but Margaret’s a clever girl.
Death has never been all that final. There’s always the next chapter, believe it or not. It’s just not as fun as this little trick of His called Everyday. But what does he know? What does Lucifer know about endings? He’s lived longer than most – of anyone or anything, ever. So he knows a thing or two, but this may be one of the topics where he may fall a little short…