aside from all the unfortunate things that have happened due to covid, i really can’t ignore all the good that has come from it. we now see(collectively) how corrupted this world is. i’ve been receiving so many downloads these past months and the main one was to slowwww downnnnnn. i still think it’s funny how i asked the universe for a break and then covid happened the following week.
we’re also seeing how much of a performance everything truly is. we need to stop believing everything seen in media because it’s not the whole story. we are being rushed to obtain things that don’t resonate with us, to think and be and do what we truly aren’t desiring. we are comparing our journeys to others making most of us feel as if we are behind in life. this is something i wish we could just stop cold turkey buttttttt in a perfect world, right? slowing down and doing what EYE want to do not what i feel like i SHOULD be doing because i have nothing to prove to no one except self. i mean, i’m aware of the pressure but i don’t claim it. i feel like everyone is their own best authority, don’t give your power up like that.
intention, community, getting involved, how much and what i consume on a day to day, how much i balance consuming with creating are some of the things that been on my mind. i’ve been thinking abt what i put out into the world—not necessarily how ppl perceive me because i truly do not care but if what i express really presents ME fully if i was someone on the outside looking in.
covid granted me all this time. my favorite thing abt it is i get to wake up when i wake up. that i am able to sit w myself and thoughts for however long i want before officially starting my day. my once hectic mornings are so slow now that i actually have a routine. ive had TIMEEEEE. i’ve had time to do things on the list in the back of my mind. i had time to master skills. i’ve had more time to be with the trees. i have not felt rushed at all this year for the first time ever. i am very thankful for the clarity i have been granted, and i hope others feel at least sort of the same way, we all have things to do and we shouldn’t hold off on it any longer. the world is miserable but you really don’t have to be. vision been clear but it’s definitely clearer. i like feeling energy shifts.
