So, I really wanted to say smth like that and I was like: should I? So here I am.
Watch the WT16 DVD brought me a whirlwind of feelings.
The worst and the best year I've had (the best just because of this show)
My first travel (alone) going to a city 3.964,51 km away from my hometown.
Being strong to not freak out (anxiety)
Realize a dream
I didn’t appear exclusively on dvd alone, like, a frame just of my face. But I appeared, I was there, I never in my life imagined that one day I could see the band that I loved (and love) and still "appear" on the DVD, there are so many mixed feelings that I don’t know explain what I'm feeling, I don’t even know why I'm writing.
It is such a pure memory that I have, when I remember it gives me an emptiness of: I wanted more.
I think it's normal to feel “empty” after realizing a dream, idk, maybe I’m talking shit, maybe someone understands me. I didn’t even begin to remember M&G (if I did not, I remember Reita smiling at me after I said I loved him)
When I watched the DVD my heart squeezed.
It is amazing how tG even after almost 8 years with them can provide me feelings so strong and pure, it's not just a band. Never was, never will be.
