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new me. healthy me.

i decided to list the damn things. so that when i come back to this sad little unknown blog, i will know what i want to do and what i will do.

this is not some little changes here and there. this is not temporary. this is life. a new life. a new me.

1. focus on school. and i mean live breathe sleep life is school. this includes not having a social life and being okay with that. it also includes fucking stuDYING. i need to do this. i need to be someone. be happy and make both my husband and my mom proud AS FUCK.

2. diet. none of that processed shit. lots of colors on my plate. vegetables and lean protein. no diets. no keto. no 30 day whole food. no paleo. none of that. what i want w o the chemicals and sugar of course. but everything in moderation. meal prepping slash cooking healthy.

3. calorie counting. this is a meh because i want to count my calories in the beginning to know how big my portions must be and get a grasp of what is low cal and what is not. this might get deleted because the more i write about it the more im like is this really necessary?

4. staying active. i was going to write gym, but i must include this in every aspect of life not just at the gym. this means taking the stairs instead of the elevators. parking a little farther away from the entrance. walking around the neighborhood. little things that make a difference.

5. gym. okay i decided to write/type this anyway. because i guess its pretty fucking important and should be a priority. the motivation to get going and drive over to hell is awful, but maybe i like being in that hell hole? okay i do. it is so relaxing afterwards and it just boosts your day. and it feels amazing to see and feel your body change for the better. i need the gym because i want to be fit not skinny or thin. i will be fit. i need to be fit.

6. meditate on The Word. i went to a christian private school from sixth grade until the day of my graduation in 2017. i used to be in a “leaders in training” program at a christian summer camp. i used to be a prayer warrior. i used to love learning more about the word and hearing sermons and the wise advice that these pastors had to say, but to be honest Grace College shifted my view on all of that, i kinda gave up. im stupid though because it wasn't just Grace College it was me.

7. skin care. do you really wanna look like an old ass rag? no bitch. take charge of that skin cause you aint no raggedy ass

8. clean. overall clean. my nasty musty crusty dusty ass likes to shower like twice a week and i feel bad for leo, but especially since i will be working out and staying active on the daily i have to start with a good hygiene. not just hygiene and showering, but also picking up after myself, like my undies and the clothes i take off and shit like that

i might add more as they come to me, but right now i cannot think of anything else. also this list in not in any particular order after the first, i kind of just wrote them out as they came to my brilliant intelligent mind

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