One of those evenings...
Just full of thoughts, and writing my "Romantic Relationship" essay and it sucks... SO... Since I'm such an important person, I shall talk about myself. (I'm a nobody and nobody's perfect so I'm perfect! <end joke> lol i'm joking gosh -.-....) Alright, what have I been doing with my life... Lemme see here... I've been doing horribly in my classes.. a bunch of C's as of the moment and like a couple of Bs but I'm pretty sure I can get a couple of A's and 2 B's By the end of the sem. So that's my school life, I've been doing a good job in making new friends. Since I don't have any fun classes this semester I took up the hobby of learning a new language, which is japanese, and it has been pretty interesting! I actually am getting a pretty good understanding of it, I just don't have anyone to talk to. Also, Photography is another thing I've been doing for fun, just not a lot since I'm in the ghetto-est city on urf and i don't want my baby to be taken away form me! For fun I've taken up smoking weed, popping pills, sniffing crack, and shooting up heroin, haha efff that shizz... I stay under the influence bruh, or is it above? Lol I'm kidding I stay above the influence!!! ahha Social life is full of church, study groups and going out to eat with a friend every now and then and catching up with them haven't been out with my brother and his friends for a while since he's had work, but it's cool I don't really mind. Well, church is pretty fun, we're actually going on a retreat a couple weeks from now so that should be fun, since I haven't been in one of those for years o.O hmm for those who want to know how I'm doing in my spiritual life, let's just say that I'm pretty stable. I know what I know, I do what I gotta do, practice what I preach, and learn more about my beliefs and pass it on to the young ones that wanna know more. So yeah, I don't think much really has changed in the past year. Well, I've for sure changed in the last year! Let's just say that I learned to get on on my own, and I don't rely on other people so much, which is bad! I need to stop doing that and ask for help once in a while, and I noticed that that was my fault and in doing that was the reason why my grades went pshoooo... down, because I thought that I can handle all this school stuff by myself without the help of anyone, but it turns out that asking for a helping hand when you're confused as eff isn't so bad, and is actually a pretty good idea, no matter how stupid you'll seem to the other person. That's my life as of now.
Oh and sorry to some people that I normally used to talk to on aim/facebook/wherever, I've been too lazy to go on the computer to socialize!!!