Jul 1
Another day another xanth is a fucKing coward
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Another day another xanth is a fucKing coward
I think going from constantly avoiding the possibility of being disabled to having to acknowledge it every day during wrap time is what is making this whole thing hard. It's making me irritable and depressed. The it's fine to be disabled but not for me mindset creeps around. The whole slew of feelings mixed in with my mom not taking it as serious as it is and my grandma criticizing her for teaching her kids to get on disability and never get a real job. She didn't even want to take me in as a kid when I complained of leg pain, so how is that true?
Anyway, I've pinpointed where the feelings come from, so I guess I could talk to my therapist about that. I think I also need to talk to her about some things I never talk to anyone about as well.
"You're unique to me" says guy who JUST sent me a bunch of random sex workers with big tits saying that he sees me in them like okay you Are Lying and it Does Not Work