Series summary: Your relationship with yourself was coming to an end so finally you decided to explore your true self.
Word count: 1.2k
Chapter paring: black!reader x Natasha
Warnings: 18+ content, minors do not interact, explicit language, sexual content, light smut
A/N: This is my first time posting something here on tumblr, please let me know what do you think (english is not my native language so if you notice any grammar or spelling mistake please let me know)
You're heartfelt heavier as you got closer to the building.
“You got this,” you said to yourself, your steps were so light that anyone could say that someone entered the edifice.
Slowly you reached the reception but regretted all your life decisions as soon the receptionist’s blue eyes met yours.
“Welcome to the Avengers, how can I help you?” her sweet voice reached my ears as you struggled to remember all the sentences you practiced the night before, but your mind was empty at that moment.
“I- I” your voice cracked as soon you opened your mouth, anxiety took over your body as you tried to formulate a normal sentence, she raised her eyebrow in a questioning way and that made you more nervous than before and you squeezed harder your bag handle.
Okay Y/N calm down
“Ehm, good morning” you finally said “I have an interview with Miss Romanoff at 10”
She looked at me for a few more seconds and then moved her gaze to the monitor of the computer.
“You must be Y/N Y/S, Miss Romanoff is waiting for you in her office” her eyes scanned my body from head to toe like questioning my presence there.
You thanked her quickly before turning around in the direction of Miss Romanoff’s office but you stopped as soon as you realized you had no idea where it was.
So you cursed yourself for not asking it before, but now you were again in front of the receptionist that looked a little annoyed by your presence.
As soon as I parted my lips she stopped me “Take the elevator, sixth floor, second door on the left” she said quickly before returning to what she was doing.
Thanking her again before moving forward the elevator, you didn’t even remember how you find yourself in front of a door with the wording “Natasha Romanoff, director”.
Never in your life, you thought you would find yourself in a place like that, you fought with yourself deciding to knock or running away, this could be the best or worst decision you ever made in your life.
You let out a sigh before lifting your hand to knock at the door, not long after you heard a soft voice inviting you to enter, as soon you were in you were amazed by the design and the different furniture, it was simple and at the same time elegant and sophisticated.
“Y/N, please come in and have a seat” seeing you standing at the door she pointed at the gray modern couch on your left, slowly you walked towards it as you saw her figure come closer to mine.
“So, let me first introduce myself,” she said with a soft smile on her lips as she made herself comfortable on the couch “My name is Natasha Romanoff and I’m the founder and director of Avengers company, I created this company 5 years ago after years on the same sector because I felt that this type of industry needed more content created by a woman don’t you think?” her eyes were pinned on mine as waiting for an answer but the only thing you could think about was her beauty.
You blinked realizing you’ve been quiet for a long time and replied “You’re right” you agreed with her because you remember how much time you spent looking for the perfect video but they were all the same, and in particular focused on the male gaze.
“Good to know that we think the same way” she smiled “anyway, mine is a serious company and I care about the content that we create and importantly the wellbeing of my employees.”
She took a paper, that I didn’t notice, from behind her “Looking at your application I can see that you never had experience in this type of industry, so tell me why you’re here?”
This was the question that you were thinking about over and over since you applied, you don’t know what type of obscure and sadic demon encouraged you to apply to a similar position but in the end, you did it and here you were.
Your parents would be so disappointed, and for this reason, you felt so ashamed of yourself, but at the same time, you felt free to finally do something you always just dreamed about.
“Well, I’d say that for one time in my life I’m doing what I want to do for me, I know this might be seen odd but ”
You signed looking down at your fingers playing with the bag, not being able to keep eye contact with her piercing eyes “I dreamed and thought about doing this a lot of times but never found the courage to do it, maybe was the fear of being rejected for my appearance or the judgment I would have received from people I know and a lot of other factors” a sad giggle left my lips “but now I’m here I want to do it, I want to do it for me.”
You finished moving your gaze back to hers, your eyes blinked rapidly to avoid any tear falling.
She smiled at me sadly and moved her body nearer yours, you didn’t push back when you felt her soft hand caressing your cheek.
For a while we just stayed like that, looking into each other eyes.
“Baby,” she called me breaking the silence,” I think I know what’s going on inside your head, I think that for all this time you fought your true self to come out just to please others and you did it for so long that you can't even see how beautiful you are, and I feel so happy too see someone finally trying to do what they want ”
A tear felt and she gently swiped it away.
“I want to be clear with you” she declare a little more serious “I don’t usually employ beginners” that said you felt like your heart was ripped away from your chest, you lower your head feeling stupid for thinking that a company like the Avengers would have assumed someone like you, all the insecurities come up all together making you want to disappear right away.
“But” you felt her fingers on your chin lifting your head to meet her gaze once again “you’re something else, I can feel it” her thumb traced my lips as she moved closer and closer, you were able to feel eyes all over your body but especially on your lips “you’re special” she whispered before placing her lips on yours.
Her lips felt so soft on yours, you panicked when you felt her tongue teasing your bottom lip, you moaned when you let her in, one of her hands was placed behind your neck to keep you still while the other one was caressing your waist.
You let her dominate the kiss and it felt so good and wrong at the same time, you never kissed a girl and never been kissed during an interview, you shouldn't be kissing her but you couldn’t stop your body didn’t stop so you didn’t.
A little whine left your lips when she broke the kiss making her smirk.
