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@xfireandsin    - Bittersweet.

Goddesses never had happy endings. No matter how much she had wanted it. Everyone wanted to be one because of the power that they yield, but truly what was power without happiness? Mab once thought she found happiness with the God of Death and things were great until they found many disagreements with each other. When she was in need of him he wasn’t able to help as it wasn’t in his nature, and she didn’t blame him for that. He couldn’t because he was death.

Then there was the love of her damned eternal life. Belladonna. Oh she loved her so dearly that it twisted her soul apart when they separated. The New Religion was trying to push its way through the world against and she didn’t even care. She loved her so much that she didn’t care if she just disappeared. Forgotten. She gave her whole life to her-- lowered her guard down and let her in, and now they were not to be. Why? She couldn’t even remember anymore. It hurt too much. Wolf coloured eyes sparkled softly with endless tears streaming down her cheeks like a waterfall, her purple painted lips pierced together as she tried to hold herself back. She took a few steps forward, her long painted fingernails clasping over the door frame, eyes locked with the woman that she loved so dearly.                         “ I hate that I love you. I hate that I will miss you.”

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“You don’t need to leave so soon.”

Wolf coloured eyes widened in confusion, and she slowly tilted her head to the side. She wasn’t used to someone telling her such a thing. Rarely anyone enjoyed her company, so when she got up to leave and then being told she didn’t have to go was an odd feeling, but in a strange way she was glad that she said it. A part of her wanted to stay there with Bella and to cherish every moment with her.                “You want me to stay?”Her voice was a mere rasp, taking a step towards her as her dark as night hair swayed past her waist, braids lightly falling over her shoulder.

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Alive Again

In dreams she was free to so as she wished, to be who she wished to be. In her dreams Narcissa didn't have to answer to her father, or Lucius Malfoy. She didn't have to be a precious daughter or subservient wife. In her dreams she was real.

Except that was all they were, and Merlin did she know it was folly to ponder upon them.

She'd been married to Lucius only a year now. He wanted a son, an heir. Despite this want Narcissa was lucky enough for him to have other distractions, like the Dark Lord – the same hedonist her very own sister followed.

Bells, her Bella was more fanatic than their father now. Narcissa lost her before the wedding. She lost her as soon as she left Hogwarts. She lost her Bella and Andy, the only two people in the world who had mattered to her had both left her.

Betrayed her.

So all she had was her dreams. And in them she didn't need her sisters or anybody else. In her dreams she was alive.

Each day felt like a chore. Each waking moment she spent in falsehood. Her whole life was fake now. Her whole being – pointless.

The last thing she expected was for her dreams to come true. However sometimes the last things she expected came true. Even on another pointless, fake, mundane day.

Lucius was meeting with his new found friends. Narcissa didn't want to spend another day alone in the big empty manor, and so decided to head to Diagon Alley – perhaps to spend some of Lucius' money on some new dress robes, or furniture, or something else neither of them truly needed.

That was when she saw her for the first time and realised life was perhaps worth living.

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“That was your doing, was it? Oh. I see. I admit, I am impressed! A bit savage for my tastes, but I can’t fault resourcefulness. A job done is a job done. Perhaps I might have future use for your talents, hmm?” 

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@xfireandsin - Soulmates intertwined.

Perhaps she was Doomed. For as long as she could remember she was always alone, and after a few hundred years she began to accept it. She trusted no one again, not after what happened in Eden. People feared her because of what she had done to bring down the garden of Eden. Adam was supposed to be her lover but then he did the one thing he should never have tried with Lilith, and that was trying to put her in the submissive position but she had none of it. She hated men, and only ever led them into bed if it was to gain something or whether there was a purpose to it. She did however find a woman sweet and succulent between the sheets. Only a woman knew exactly how to please a woman. She remembered she was once told that she had a soulmate but that could not be Adam. He was a fool and he was now dead. Plus he looked nothing like her.

The great divine had informed her that she had a soulmate, and that one day the two would clash paths and they would be like one another. That time did not come yet, and it was yet to come. On one such day she decided that it was time to walk the earth again, and she felt different. She wasn’t entirely sure how she felt so different but she did. Something was going to happen but she did not know what.

“Oh in the name of the Gods...” The Dark Goddess muttered under her breath feeling the wet soil beneath her feet. It had been a while since she felt the earth and Gods it felt good. She found herself wandering through the woods and upon a small village in an opening, and she raised an eyebrow making her way towards it. That feeling was getting stronger and it was drawing her in.

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Of Fire and Air

The Queen was still shocked at what she was hearing. Long fingernails drummed across her throne as one of her fae whispered in her ear. How was a false religion getting stronger and her getting weaker? It didn’t even EXIST. She was the Queen of Darkness and air, and a GODDESS. Wolf coloured eyes widened in fury and she turned to look upon the girl who had whispered in her ear, purple painted lips pierced together into a frown. She looked absolutely terrifying, so there was no wonder that the poor fae took a few steps back before running from the room. Very few people challenged Mab’s wrath, and for those who did sure regretted it afterwards. Her painted fingernails continued to drum across the stone, now deep in thought. What was she to do? The only simple way she could think of, was to wipe the source away. Starting with CHURCHES. Just as she was about to get up, another one of her fae entered, and this time a beautiful male with long hair, and he knelt before her. “My Queen...” He spoke calmly, and Mab wavered her fingers in response for him to rise to his feet, which was something he exactly did. “We have reason to believe that a nearby village is up in flames, and they say that mainly the Christians are targeted.” He informed, a soft smile crossing his features. Mere moments ago Mab had been furious, but now a look of pure joy crossed her features and she quickly got up out of her seat. “Such wonderful news! I must see this at once!” Her voice rasped, echoing through the room and out into the corridors. It seemed someone had started what she was planning on doing anyway, and she just had to go and meet this wonderful person to thank them and to help them. It didn’t take long for Mab to arrive at the scene, and Mab moved through the village with grace, her beautiful purple dress trailing behind her. The screams filled her ears, and she could swear she could hear a man screaming a prayer in the lords name. Hah! Where was his lord now? Her eyes found a priest clutching his bible, and seeing the faery woman his eyes widened. “The Devil! The Devil Woman!” He screamed. At this Mab laughed loudly, throwing her head back in amusement. “Silly, silly man! The Devil doesn’t exist. I do.” Her eyes flashed ember and his neck made a snapping noise and he fell to the ground lifeless. Mab continued to move through the village, and soon enough her eyes came to a woman, and she knew straight away that this was her. She was absolutely stunning in every way, and the way she created such beautiful chaos made her all the more enchanting. She waved a hand, and a church spire caved in, and she was certain she could hear a few screams come from within, all the while her eyes were upon the woman, a smirk plastered on her pale face.