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shoutout to this person for bringing ricky goldsworth back !!!! everyone was equally appreciative and terrified 😂

from the buzzfeed unsolved live postmortem @ the death becomes us true crime festival in DC, 11/3/18.

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the boys with my art i gave them !!!  the post about it is here   (picture credits go to @unsolvedupdating​ / @unsolvedupdates on twitter)  

@ the death becomes us true crime festival’s buzzfeed unsolved live postmortem in DC, 11/3/18.

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someone asked shane and ryan something about their serial killer personas/what they would do, so here is the return of night night bergara and.........chubby “bubby” ??????

from the buzzfeed unsolved live postmortem @ the death becomes us true crime festival in DC, 11/3/18.

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hi here is some art since i haven’t uploaded any for a good bit and there’s some story behind these under the cut !!

both pictures are angled weird since i took them very last minute since i finished drawing literally while in line for the bfu panel/live postmortem.  i hadn’t really planned to give them to the boys since shane had said on twitter that they tried to figure out a m&g but wouldn’t be able to, but uhhhh....

shoutout to @hesitantway​ for 1. believing in me always and 2. convincing me to give my art to them during the break while everyone lined up for the q+a. (which was terrifying anyway because i have really bad hearing and..missed......that they were lining up everyone so i followed brynn away from our seats bc i got anxious/confused ???? and didn’t realize i was getting in the fucking line lldHFDLHLFDKH:DF)

she (and i think some other people) were like go up to the stage and give them ur art !!!! and i...did......and i felt so rude bc i anxiously ??? shook my papers at them ???? lfdjHLKDFJ bc i was very very very close to just throwing up like Ya Boy was sweating and having a time, but !!! 

shane’s gangly tree body came over and i told him “these are for you, there’s two!” and he said thank you but stopped when he looked at them and i got a very gentle “wow, these are amazing!” or smth like that ??? idk i was tryin to leave bc this is the most panicked i’ve been meeting anyone HLKDFJH  but he thanked me again w his sweet big grin and i said thank u too n Just Bolted back to my seat in front of all these people icb

idk if that part will end up in the postmortem or not (i lowkey hope not bc i looked n acted Rough lol) but while i can’t remember all of it bc i think my brain ejected for a little bit, but shane talked about how i gave him more cheekbone and ryan was v happy too i wanna cry.  if anyone else was there and can remember what they said / caught any of it in general, please let me know !!!! 

it was such a good time and thank u to the angels who told me my art was cool in line, i appreciate u so much !!! 

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i keep thinking abt how nervous i was and worrying abt coming off rude to ryan and shane bc i panic shook my paintings for them at them but shane coming over and telling me thank you / these are incredible w his gentle smile is worth it

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from the buzzfeed unsolved live postmortem @ the death becomes us true crime festival in DC, 11/3/18.

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posting these bc they were some pics i got airdropped since i kept airdropping everyone near me memes (but i wasn’t the one who sent that shane pic where he’s looking at himself sjfjsjjdfkks) and it was the funniest shit

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ryan bargera