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               " over the oak -- "

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: McCoy, L. H. {CMO --- U.S.S. Enteprise} >>> Kirk, J. T. {Cadet --- Starfleet Academy} ] Too late, it's already happening. There's nothing you can do to stop it. P.S. I'm not old, you ass.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]Don't even joke. I'm so not becoming a total cliché, and you can't make me. Nuh-uh. Not doing it. The stars aren't aligned. Can't do it.

P.S. whatever you say, old man.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: McCoy, L. H. {CMO --- U.S.S. Enterprise} >>> Kirk, J. T. {Cadet --- Starfleet Academy} ] You realize I /want/ the endless pages, right? I /want/ to hear about your favorite books. I know exactly what I'm getting into, and I assure you, I won't regret a second of it. P.S. You're enjoying this entirely too much.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]You're getting sappy in your old age. I swear, if we turn into a Nicholas Sparks novel, I'm totally out. I'm backflipping into the black and I'm so out.

P.S. like you expected any different.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: McCoy, L. H. {CMO --- U.S.S. Enterprise} >>> Kirk, J. T. {Cadet --- Starfleet Academy} ] I expect full fledged reviews of them. P.S. Eye patches? Never.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]You realise that I could literally write pages and pages about my favorite books? You're opening the biggest can of worms here, and you're totally gonna regret it once I get started.

P.S. a blindfold then? It just gets kinkier.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: McCoy, L. H. {CMO --- U.S.S. Enterprise} >>> Kirk, J. T. {Cadet --- Starfleet Academy} ] I dunno, Pike respects my opinion (not that he doesn't respect yours, it's just that he really isn't /pissed/ at me at the moment, I might have a better chance). He didn't really say /no/ at the time, so. P.S. I don't know. It might happen one of these days.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]Well, it's gonna be at least five years, so I guess we're just playing a waiting game. At least i get a chance to find some new books, right? Proper books too, not just ebooks on my PADD.

P.S. I'd totally get you some badass pirate eyepatches if that happened.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: McCoy, L. H. {CMO --- U.S.S. Enterprise} >>> Kirk, J. T. {Cadet --- Starfleet Academy} ] I've already begged Pike to convince them to rethink their ruling. P.S. The intensity with which I just rolled my eyes is near inhuman. P.P.S. No, that's just gross. P.P.P.S. I'm glad we've reached that stage in our relationship.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]Yeeeeah, I tried that. He said he'd see what he could do, but I think he's still pissed at me for lying on my report. I don't blame him.

P.S. do you think you could roll your eyes hard enough for them to fall out of your head?

P.P.S don't try it.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ] You won't ever lose me, though. No matter what. You could spit in my face and drink the rest of my bourbon. You could do /anything/, and I wouldn't go anywhere. You're stuck with me.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ]Except you're in space, and I'm in San Fran-fucking-cisco. We should swap places, except you also stay on the Enterprise...Change of plan, let's just all be on the Enterprise.

P.S. if I knew you were into kinky stuff like face spitting, there's no way I'd have let you leave.

P.P.S I'm not really into that. It's kinda weird and gross.

P.P.P.S unless you're into that in which case, no judgement here.

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[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ] I've got your back 100% of the time, you ass. Don't ever think I /don't/ have your back. I was/am just equally as upset as you were/are with this entire ordeal, believe me. A whole five fucking years... You weren't the only one that lost something when I left, you know.

[ PERSONAL COMM MESSAGE: Kirk, J. T. {Cadet — Starfleet Academy} >>> McCoy, L. H. {CMO — U.S.S. Enterprise} ] I get it. I get that. I really do. And I'm not trying to make it seem like everything's about me, but you're still on the Enterprise, right? You're still CMO. I lost my ship, Bones. I know she was Pike's first, but once you've captained her...God, you're hooked, y'know? My reputation's been fucked up 'cause I'm the worst idiot I know. This is- I'm monologuing. Whatever. What I mean is, I came out worse in all this, and I don't know what I'd do if I lost you too. Now pretend I wrote all that and didn't sound like a total asshole. I think what I mean is...I don't know what I mean. I just don't wanna push you away, and that's why I went for humor, I guess, and what pissed me off so much was that you thought...I dunno, whatever it was you thought. It pissed me off when you said what you said. It felt like you didn't have my back. Okay, fuck me sideways, this is a long ass message and I didn't mean to put in a load of non sequiturs but I kinda did, and I know I've said that I think this all means more than one thing but seriously, this time, what I think it means, is that I just don't wanna lose you, after I've already lost every other single thing that's important to me. I don't wanna push you away after I've lost all that stuff, through faults of my own.

Kirk out, man. Damn long ass message of longevity. That's not even the right word, but I couldn't think of another word with 'long' in it that wasn't longitude and that didn't fit either soH MY GOD I'M DOING IT AGAIN.

Kirk out for real this time.

Seriously.

Seriously serious this time.

For serious.