#yagi rambles

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Hi there! As u might know, lately my twitter accs have been suspended without a reason why. The last one was the third, and honestly I’ve tried to make a new one but I get suspended right away, so that yeah.

Im kinda active on here and on Bluesky (still nonsafegay over there), I’m also on discord servers lol.

If you were interested in any comms or got questions, I also have an email ( [email protected] )

I don’t know if I’ll be back on Twt this time, and I think tumblr is still weird abt nswf posts.

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Thinking abt Leo being open about his affections to Mikey,,, like:

Whenever Leo walks into a room or place Mikey’s in, he’ll place a kiss on his forehead and then greet the others. Mikey just giggles at the open shows of affection from his mate.

Leo holds Mikey by the waist whenever they are close, he kisses Mikey’s knuckles and says “all better” after patrol even if they didn’t fight anyone; he interlocks their hands together and swings them when they walk.

He puts a possessive hand over Mikey’s tights when they’re sitting, squishing and rubbing mindlessly; Mikey jokes that’s the way he stims the same way Mikey moves his leg without thinking.

He whispers little sweet nothings into Mikey’s ear when they’re hanging out with others, never anything dirty, just how much he loves him or how Raph looks uglier than usual, making Mikey laugh, and oh, he loves to kiss Mikey when he’s laughing, to pull him closer and caressing his cheeks, doesn’t matter if it’s Mikey who holds him by his waist or pins him against any wall, it makes it even better actually.

And just as with many things, he lets Mikey play with the tails of his mask; he kisses all the freckles in Mikey’s face and body whenever he can, and places their foreheads together after making out.

Leo hugs Mikey, he cuddles him whenever he gets the opportunity: watching a movie and puts Mikey in his lap; when they’re about to sleep and Mikey wants to be the little spoon or use him as his pillow or personal weighted blanket, doesn’t matter because Leo will do whatever Mikey wants.

And yet he’s the lucky one, he’s the one taking Mikey’s mask off before going to bed after all, and he’s the one kissing Mikey’s beak with such gentleness when getting ready to sleep. They become a mangled mess when sleeping, always close and not a single inch of their bodies not touching under the blankets and soft pillows.

He leaves love bites on that lil spot between Mikey’s neck and shoulder and he’ll hide his face there while sitting on Mikey’s lap.

He rests against Mikey’s side, and kisses his shoulder; and Mikey loves to play with their foot under the table while having dinner.

He lets Mikey scrub his shell when bathing, he lets himself get taken care of and tries his best to enjoy it all.

They love each other so much, that Leo can’t even bear to think about a world where he’s not with Mikey, where Mikey isn’t there to comfort him after an ugly dream turned traumatic flashback in the cold nights of winter, you know?

They’re in love your honor🥹

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They’re all strong enough to carry each other around, yet it always surprises Leo when Mikey just lifts him up with ease, making him sit on the kitchen’s counter without breaking their kiss—

They should be cleaning, and that’s what Mikey is saying between kisses that get more and more heated up, while squeezing his thighs; Leo just giggles at that, deepening their kisses to shut him up for a bit, playing with Mikey’s mask tails.

And yeah, maybe they should finish their chores and move this—his tongue against Mikey’s, and Mikey’s hand teasing his tail— to their bedroom, but it’s too good to interrupt, he wants more as he always does when it’s about his mate.

Leo moans in Mikey’s mouth when Mikey pinches his tail just the way he likes it, and he humps against Mikey’s plastron in response and it’s so good—they hear someone clear their throat, the moment dies the same second fear runs through their bodies.

“I thought I had been clear about these types of… displays of affection, my sons.” They’re frozen in their place, and Splinter’s ear twitches. He raises his eyebrow and they finally move. “Now, finish your chores. And please, no more funny business—that’s how young people say it right?— in the kitchen.”

“Y-yes! Sorry, sensei” says Leo, Mikey only nods. Splinter lets out a sigh and leaves.

Ah, teens.

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Mikey fooling around with Donnie and Raph and like it’s fine, not strings attached, it’s just their way to blow some steam off after missions or whenever they fight and wanna say sorry. It’s quick, express pleasure to let tension go, and it’s good enough for the three of them.

That until he got his eldest brother involved and started fooling around with him too. Like, it started the same way as the other two, almost by chance, even if this time he had been looking for that chance. But with Leo was different; usually Mikey didn’t think much about his flings with his other brothers, it was a quick in-and-out-of-his-mind type situation. They loved each other, sure! But they didn’t love each other like that, they were just bros helping each other out.

And Leo— Leo took his sweet time, he made sure Mikey enjoyed it to the fullest, he kissed and caressed him with the upmost love and adoration that had Mikey blushing for days after their encounters; he held Mikey close, he had his hands roam around Mikey’s body, as if he was trying to map it in his mind, he kissed all of the freckles in Mikey’s body, and left wet trails until he reached his destination; it had Mikey going insane, in the best way possible.

To his surprise, he found he didn’t mind at all, starting to seeking him out more; Raph and Donnie understood, giving him funny looks when he told them about how he felt and just some of the way Leo behaved with him, but he didn’t care much about that, all he cared was about his eldest brother. It was consuming his every thought, even in training he sometimes was more distracted than usual. He liked to admire his brothers’ bodies while working out, but Leo seemed just so… hot. The way he moved with his katanas, the tension in his muscles and those damn thighs, ugh…

But it was fine! it didn’t had to mean anything if he found his brother hot, he certainly was, with all those traits he had. A dream, for anyone that wanted to.

And it was “fine” until one of their little encounters, with Mikey under Leo and every thrust making him feel so damn good, that Leo says “I love you—” and it’s when the world and everything stops for them, with Mikey opening his eyes when he doesn’t remember even closing them.

He sees it in Leo’s expression, the sheer panic in his eyes and how he’s trying to find a way to escape and Mikey doesn’t want him to leave, so, doing the best he can when his legs still feel like jello, lounges onto Leo when he tries to leave, pinning him against the other side of the bed, “where do you think you’re going, dude?”

And Leo, his damn Leader, is stuttering, trying to find his words but Mikey’s had enough, the words he had said minutes ago enough for him to make up his mind, and Mikey’s not great with words, not really, so he just kisses Leo deeply, borderline on starting a make out session but Leo isn’t complaining so he goes for it, not before— “I love you too, you know?” He kisses him again before his brother can say anything else.

They have something to finish, anyway. Talking stuff out can wait a bit longer.

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Leo sitting down with Mikey under the on going stream of water in the shower, but while he took his gear and mask off, Mikey’s is all wet, he’s barely there with him— his mind too far off.

It hurts Leo seeing his mate like that, but Donnie has told him there isn’t munch he can do besides try to ground him back slowly; not by getting him out of the shower, that only will make Mikey panic, but by staying close, comforting him.

His pretty baby blue eyes are dull, devoid of his joyous glow, and he’s shivering at the now cold water, but besides that he’s still, and it’s all wrong, to have Mikey be this motionless, unmoving.

“I’m sorry,” he hears, barely. If he hadn’t been so close to him, Mikey’s apology would’ve been carried away by the sound of the water. “You’re all wet now,” Leo snorts, but pulls Mikey closer to him.

“It’s okay, I don’t mind getting a bit wet with you, sweetheart”

“That’s gross,” he says, but Mikey laughs at his immature joke. Leo kisses his cheek.

“Are you ready to get out?”

“Not really,” he says. “Stay?”

“Of course, Mike.”

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Post movie Mikey picking the injuries in his arms bc they itch, bc he’s anxious, bc he’s- just any reason, as if it was a bit of a tic.

He doesn’t let them heal properly with how much he tears up the wound scabs, even making them bleed at times. It’s an unconscious thing (most of the time), and someone has to stop him every time, that someone is always mostly Leo, not because the other two don’t notice it, it’s just that Mikey spends a lot of time with him while Leo recovers.

Maybe it’s also a reminder (that Leo got it worse, that he could’ve died, that Mikey could’ve lost him and never tell him that he’s in lo-), maybe it’s self inflicted punishment, maybe it’s just the itch. Mikey doesn’t know.

Leo makes it better, though. He kisses the itch away when they’re alone in his room, he puts cute band aids in Mikey’s arms and hands and fingers when he won’t stop picking and picking and— it’s fine.

He doesn’t like the look in Leo’s face when he’s putting the band aids, the “I’m this family’s medic” one, all analytical of how they’re healing (or rather, how they’re not), but Leo doesn’t say anything and comes back to being his Leo, with a soft smile and a quick kiss on his lips. Mikey doesn’t think he can live without those anymore, and it’s just another reminder of what could’ve happened if he even reacted a minute later.

So he keeps picking the wound scabs, and Leo keeps looking worriedly at him and keeps kissing the itch in his arms (inside his chest, in his everything) away, an endless cycle.

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“Can you keep a secret?” It’s what Mikey asks Leo one night, their little secret date, the first in months. But they can’t afford any suspiciousness on them, so Leo enjoys the best of these nights they both sneak out just to be together.

“Of course” he says, laughing lightly.

“Good, it’s what Mikey says, kissing him quickly before reaching into the little bag on his side, the one with the snacks.

Mikey asks Leo to extend his hand to him, silently, and Leo obeys without a second thought.

“Then I want you to keep this one, for me,” he says, and Leo feels something small, cold, on his palm. When he looks down, he only sees a silver ring, looking back at Mikey, he’s smiling, soft only for him. Leo knows what he’s asking. “What do you say, Lee?”

Leo doesn’t reply for a moment, and that has Mikey start to ramble.

“I know it would be better if we could, y’know, be open about this, about us, and it’s a bit selfish of me to ask you to—” Mikey’s hand is playing with another silver ring, and Leo sees doubt in Mikey’s expression and he can’t bear it—

—So Leo kisses him to shut him up, just as he had done multiple times before, and Mikey has never been one to deny Leo anything. But then the kiss ends, and Mikey is only watching Leo, waiting. Leo can only giggle, a bit louder than usual for him, but it goes to Mikey’s heart.

“Yes,” it’s all Leo says, and it’s all Mikey needs to kiss him again, holding hands, the rings between their palms, and the moon as their only witness.

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Hmmm should I post here my Twitter threads?? Bc I have a lot of em and all are tcest lol