ik this is gonna upset/disappoint some ppl, but my god. last night i came my absolute brains out. idk what happened, i was just dreaming abt being endlessly fucked & kinda grinding & just... wowee. idk if it's the estrogen, or being denied so long, but phew. very different. and it didn't make me wanna jump into wet concrete. wild. absolutely bananas.. but yeah... rip 4 years 9 months & 29 days. didn't make it to 5 years but idk, this feels healthy maybe












