#yall finally

[franticfrolicsgonemad]

WELL FINALLY GOT THIS ACCOUNT BACK AND EVERY OTHER ONE BUT MY ORIGINAL BLOG....So lets just hope they just give me my OG one back 😭

[wannawrite]

unrequited; y.j.s

and so it begins, a whole month later i’m so sorry i’m just not my best lately

- admin l

disclaimer: media used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners

this is purely a work of fiction

DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING

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yoon jisung

he was always too out of your reach, so near yet so far away

Jisung was your older brother’s best friend since they had been young

he was always around your family

and he was always good to you

maybe that was what got you caught up in your feelings

When you were 5 years old, he would accompany your brother to pick you up from kindergarten

and at 10, jisung would offer to help with your homework

when your heart got broken at 14, he was your shoulder to cry on

He was always there

your crush on him constantly grew

it reached full bloom when you were 16

and you wondered if he saw you as an individual or his ‘sibling’

now, you’re entering your 20s and there’s a part of you that acts like a teenager at the thought of Jisung

so one drunk night, you drop a confession on his curiouscat

the anticipation is killing you, you can hardly wait for a response

bless

and the next morning, there’s a reply from Jisung

he colours out the confession

‘hey, whoever this is pls dm me.’

your heart begins to hammer and a blush fills your cheeks

oh my god!

you’re ecstatic

you want to confess in person, when Jisung comes over a little while later

you can barely contain your excitement when he arrives

walking past the living room, you overhear him talking to your brother

“the confession was cute and I appreciate it but...you know Minju from class? Yeah, I really like her. So, I need to turn this confession down.”

“ooh! Jisung! What if it’s from her?”

your steps quicken and your heart cracks

you wish you never heard anything

but there’s small glimmer of hope and you’re trying your best not to let it die

m-maybe...you could change his mind

A couple of days later, you’re scrolling through your ig feed as per normal

then you come across Jisung’s most recent post

his arms are around Minju and they’re both beaming brightly

she’s clutching a small, bright gift bag and there are shiny balloons in the background

no

your finger hovers, debating whether you should swipe right to reveal the second picture

you do

and you wish you never did

in the photo, Jisung holds up a sign that reads ‘will you be my girlfriend?’ while they kiss

you don’t realise the tears dripping from your face staining the keyboard

that hurt

but it hurt more knowing that Jisung didn’t say a word to you

You weren’t one of his friends who planned the surprise or helped out to buy decorations

maybe it would hurt less if you knew what was going to hit you

did he even consider you a friend?

were you too late?

or too early?

when you confront your brother, he only shrugs and says, “he didn’t want to hurt your feelings badly.

An irony

you can’t face jisung anymore after that incident

how will you look at him?

who is he to you now?