#yammers

[crowfee]

YAMMERS DID YOU KNOW THAT THE LYRIC “SUCKING ON A CHILI DOG” FROM JACK AND DIANE IS ABOUT A SLUSH PUPPIE (common kind of slushie in the american south) WHOSE MASCOT IS NAMED CHILI DOG. THEY MEAN SUCKING ON A SLUSHIE. NOT AN ACTUAL CHILI DOG. HOLY SHIT

[chanceofbrainstormz]

Putting this here for pride month

[merrigelblogs]

Man I'm ill about Loic Ard... Every day I think about "How much worse could it be?"

What if you were the world's saddest dad who also Needs to be helpful and kind and giving and you somehow stumbled into a scenario that gave you just the PERFECT excuse to truly give in to an absolute self-destructive spiral!!! You can still frame it as helping, frame it as protecting someone from dying, but at the end of the day you use up and burn through the symbol of your lasting hope for your daughter's recovery and fully submit yourself to the whims of someone who will harm you and others!!!! Because fuck it!!!! What does it matter anymore?? How much worse could it be???

[dyrewrites]

Baked banana bread and strawberry-banana cream cheese muffins.

The house smells amazing.

They both have milk so I shouldn't eat them but I ate a muffin anyway and it was fine...not what I wanted it to be but fine.

Unfortunately baking led to cleaning and putting clothes away and now I am so very tired. Which is how I know it wasn't mania making me do all that. Also I didn't make more work for myself in the process or hyperfocus on one thing until exhaustion.

This is normal tired for someone who only slept four hours and ate a muffin and hasn't had anything to drink for six hours.

Think I'll get to ride out some normal from the olanzapine until my lithium gets here. Pretty awesome if true. >.>

[darkyubiz]

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[wheelindealin]

some sad little pop thing i whipped up bc i like making myself sad and i had a sudden burst of energy to do a few seconds of a pmv

[yamfrog]

Taking drawing requests,

Pokemon, mp100, opm, or monster requests welcome!

[dyrewrites]

Fun things to learn at 4am on a Friday:

An old house is loud all by itself. It doesn't need help. (I can hear the pipes and the electricity and there's something in the attic we're going to ignore)

If you send me an email at this hour, I will not be nice to you.

The cats work on a different clock and anytime there is a human awake is food time. Also they stop screaming if I start recording. (little shits)

I am highly distractable at this time.